I'm a TRANnosaurus | Trans Guy Things Part 2

How did I fucking know? |259|

Trigger warning, I'm going to mention self harm and suicide. Sorry.

How did I fucking know? How did I know that my mom's msigendering WAS out of hatred? How did I know that my grandma's was too?

I was going to the bathroom, and I overheard my grandma and my mom talking. About me. I'm just going to list some of the things they said:

"She just wants to be cool, it's a fad."

"It's because of her genderfluid friend. I know it."

"She's trying to cure her mental illness."

"It's a phase."

"I wish she'd be a lesbian."

"I wish she was comfortable coming out as a lesbian."

"Now that everyone's so accepting, everyone just so happens to be gay, until they break up and become straight again!"

"No one will care if she changes her mind. Everyone's so accepting of this bullshit gender thing."

"I know she's a girl."

"She just wants attention."

I have never been so pissed.

I have never been so nauseous.

I have never been so suicidal.

I have never felt so betrayed.

I have never had such a strong urge to cut.

I have never had such a strong urge to die.

I have never had such a strong urge to run away.

I have never cried this much.

I have never felt so fucking low.

I'm done at this point. I have no respect for my mother, or my grandmother anymore, since they seemingly don't have any for me.

I really want to go back home already.

I'm just going to go hide in the bathroom for the longest amount of time possible.