Becca's Book of Randomness: The Sequel

Ranting at Myself This Time

(Whats the difference between rant and vent...?)

I'm not like seriously angry at myself or anything, calm down.

I'm just frustrated.

I always try to give kind words and advice to people who are going through rough times, especially on DeviantART where a lot of the MCSM community seems to have major IRL problems...

I want to help because... that's what I do. It's in my nature. Even if I've never seen them face to face, there is a real person behind the username and the profile picture and the basic text that could use some help.

But then, at the same time... I can only do so much. 

That's what I'm frustrated at.

No matter what I do, what I say, for those same reasons the only thing I can do is give kind words and advice and hope that it helps. I can't be there to give hugs to people that need it, I can only use a little emoticon GIF. I can't physically get up and fight a bully or tell off a parent for not understanding their child, I can only say I would do that if I were there. 

I'm proud that I can be nice and understanding and kind when most of the world seems to have lost that ability, but at the same time... It can get tiring. Tiring of being pushed down and beaten around for believing in the good in people instead of thinking only the worst. 

I don't know... I'm not going to give up my role, but...

-Becca