I was just informed that my summer is going to be ruined. Next week I have an entire week dedicated to a mandatory "math camp"
I have to finish my summer Math packet before then, and like I said: one. Week. To. Finish. It.
So now I have to rush through my math packet, which is stressful enough
But wait, I didn't even get to the math camp yet
It starts at nine in the morning, so I have to wake up at like 8:00 or something, which is out of my sleep schedule (which is sleep at 12:30, wake up at 9:30)
The camp ends at 11:00. So it is three straight hours of nothing but MATH. THREE. I SIT IN A FUCKING CHAIR FOR THREE HOURS AND DO NOTHING BUT MATH
FOR A WEEK
"Ohhh, that's not that baaad"
Well, let me introduce you to a fun little thing I have known as ADHD. Basically, i can't do ANYTHING for three hours straight. I can't draw for three hours, I can't play video games for three hours, and I most definitely can't do math for three hours. I've never actually pushed myself to do something for three hours straight, and I'm not sure how I'll react if I have to. I just....it sounds horrific.
I know that I'm whining about something petty but this is legit my worst nightmare. I hate math, I hate deadlines, I hate doing something for three hours straight
........touhou 16 is coming out in four days!!!
