Sam's p.o.v.
He jumped awake to find himself on some crap bed. He hurt and he couldn't figure why. He ponders his thoughts and stands. He finds you laying on the small couch that was in the room. A grin crosses his lips and that's when he sees the gauze around your head.
"Sammy." You whimper in your sleep. He stops and leans down to gently kiss your forehead. You move a little and that's when you cry out again. "No!" Sam jumps a little his face covered in worry. At that second Dean is back in the door. He stops when he sees Sam standing up. He pulls his brother into his arms and Sam hugs Dean back.
"It's good to finally see you awake." Dean says soft.
"What happened to (y/n)?"
"Little mishap on a hunt." Deans jaw tightens. Sam accepts this even if he was a little curious. He shrugs and Dean suggests leaving to go to Bobby's. Sam nods and leans down to pick her up. "I've got it Sammy."
Sam just nods softly and watches as Dean carries you to the impala. Dean lays you gently down in the back. Sam gets in and he heads for Bobby's. Sam turns to look at you in the back while Dean drove. Before long you reach Bobby's and Dean picks you up again. Sam follows and knocks on the door. Bobby nearly loses it. He motions for Dean to set you on the couch.
"It's good to see you Sam." Bobby smiles sad. He pulls Sam into a hug and then gives Dean a look. "Make yourself at home, Dean there's something out back that I got to show you."
Sam watches them walk out and he makes his way over to you. You hadn't moved once. Sam starts to worry as he sits down on the couch. You move a little and mumble.
Your p.o.v.
Everything went black. You really were hoping this wasn't how heaven was. You weren't ready to pull the trigger quite yet. Dean just scared you majorly. Frowning you look around and that's when the nightmare started. Sam was walking towards you all and that's when Dean yelled his name. The boy behind Sam stabs him. You scream, and continue to scream as a sob breaks from you.
Sam was in the kitchen when he heard you scream. His hands are on your face moving your hair away. You focus on him and your hand covers your mouth. Tears pour down your cheeks. It's at that time that Dean and Bobby come back in.
"N-no...it's not possible." You struggle to breathe. Sam looks at you confused.
"Baby, what's going on."
"I saw you-- I saw you--" you break and Sam pulls you into his arms. You breathe in his scent.
"Hey (y/n) good to see you awake." Dean says. You pull away from Sam and look at Dean. You then look between the two boys and then catch Bobby's expression. That's when it hits you hard. Dean sees your expression change and he gives you a look. You push away from Sam and are across the room you slap Dean hard. He's taken back but his look begs you not to say anything.
"What did you do to piss her off?" Sam asks shocked.
"She's pissed about the fact I let you walk into a diner alone." Dean lies. Sam chuckles and gets up he goes after you.
"She's going to tell him." Bobby responds.
"I guess I'll deal with it after that." Dean shrugs.
"Boy I oughta kill you." Bobby snaps.
"Send me ahead of time then." Dean shrugs.
You are sitting On top of a car crying still when Sam comes over. You wipe at your eyes. You couldn't keep this from him. He deserves to know, he has every right to know. Sam doesn't even hesitate he pulls you into his arms.
"Baby, talk to me. Don't blame Dean. We were both hungry." Sam chuckles lightly.
"That's why you think I slapped him?" You snort.
"What then?"
"Sam you fucking died. That boy with you.. He severed your spine. You died. I watched the light fade in your eyes. Dean made a fucking deal!" You say soft but angry. Sam looks at you and his expression changes.
"You didn't get hurt on a hunt did you." Sam whispers. Your eyes water and you look down. Sam puts a finger under your chin. "(Y/n) sweetheart.."
"If it was a way to be with you again it was going to happen. I was going to shoot myself. Dean made me jump and the gun went off when he grabbed it." Sam's jaw clenched and his eyes water.
"You could've lived without me."
"Sam is that really what you think?! You are my life. YOU are my everything. I love you Sammy." You cry.
"I love you too baby." Sam whispers kissing your forehead and then your lips. His arms wrapping around you.
