maybe a part 2? Im not sure yet.
~imagine being the one to stop Sam~
It was only seconds ago that you and Dean truly found out what the final trial will cause. Dean not wanting his brother to die hit the pedal to the floor. You sure as hell weren't going to let Sam finish this last trial. It isn't long and Dean pulls into the church.
You jump out of the impala and chase after Dean. He busts through and yells at Sam.
"Sam stop!"
You see Sam pause as he looks at his brother.
"No Dean I need to finish this."
"No Sam. Damn it you don't!"
Your heart is pounding in your chest as Dean tries to justify why Sam should stop. You have known Sam for years and Dean for years. You came to feel things for Sam.
"Why? We can end this all." You hear Dean sigh.
"It's not worth you dying Sam."
"What?"
"If you do this last trial it will kill you!"
Sam seems to process this and the shrugs.
"At least I'd die for something good."
"Damn it Sam no!"
"Why Dean? I wouldn't let anyone down anymore!"
You try to find your voice but your heart is pounding hard in your chest. Dean steps forward again and Sam shakes his head.
"You know what I confessed in there? It was how many times I let you down. My biggest sin is how many times I've let you down Dean."
Dean stops as if he was slapped in the face. You look between the brothers.
"Sam there isn't a damn thing I wouldn't do for you! There ain't no me of there ain't no you. Please."
Sam just shakes his head and goes to continue. At this point you find your voice.
"Sam!"
He stops dead in his tracks when he hears your voice. He looks down at you as you step past Dean.
"I'm finishing this (Y/N)."
"Sammy, it's not worth dying."
"But think about it, we can shut the gates of hell forever."
"I don't give a rats ass about shutting the gates of hell. It won't be worth it if you aren't around Sam."
Your words catch him off guard and he stares down at you. Dean watches you.
"I won't be around to drag you and Dean down. Now let's finish this."
"Fuck."
Dean looks at you as you reach forward and grab Sam's arm. Sam jerks a little and then realizes it's you touching him.
"Sam. Look at me."
You wait for him to look at you before continuing.
"Please, don't do this last trial. I'm begging you. If you won't stop for Dean. Stop for me please?"
"The gates need to be--"
"Sam. I can't lose you, please."
Your voice remains strong and Sam looks at you confused.
"You are fine without me."
You feel like you were slapped in the face. Your eyes sting a little.
"Is that really what you fucking think Sam?!"
Sam stares shocked at your outburst. Dean is just as shocked.
"I.."
"Sam Winchester. I need you damn it. I NEED you. I can't see life with out you, you son of a bitch."
You pause looking up into his eyes before continuing. Your eyes stinging majorly now.
"I want you to stop Sammy. Please for me? I can't lose you, I really can't. It would kill me if I lost you."
Sam takes in your words and notices your eyes getting watery.
"Okay."
You gently take both of his hands and break his grip on the syringe. You then touch his face softly.
"Sam it's okay. I've got you. Let it go please."
Dean is completely shocked at the current events. He has never seen you act like this. You wrap your arms around him and sigh.
"I think it's ov--."
Sam yells out and stumbles a little. You try to keep him up.
"Sammy?!"
You hear Dean yell as Sam collapses to the floor. You go with him since his arm was around you.
"Sammy?! Please don't leave me."
You scream through your tears. Sam looks up at you his eyes struggling to stay open. His hand touches your face softly and your tears fall faster.
"It's okay."
"No. Don't you fucking close your eyes. I love you Sam. I love you, okay? Please.."
Dean touches you softly and then pulls Sam up. He tosses you the keys. You are up and running for the car. You start it as Dean gets Sam in the passenger seat. You scoot to the middle as Dean jumps in the drivers seat. He stomps on the gas and your hands are on Sam's face.
"Hold on Sam."
Dean yells this as you are speeding down the highway. It isn't long and you reach the hospital. You start yelling for help as Dean brings Sam in. Doctors sprint and get Sam on a bed. They rush him back and you try to follow but they stop you. You go to punch a nurse but Dean grabs you and drags you away. Sobs break from you and Dean holds onto you.
Before long a nurse comes out and tells you he's in a room now. You pull Dean a long, he's the only thing keeping you from sprinting down the hall. When you reach the room Dean lets go and you are over by Sam. Dean talks to the doctor quietly.
"Sammy?"
Dean comes into the room quietly, he finds you leaving over Sam talking to him.
"Please wake up, please.. I need you. I love you. It took me forever to ever say it. Guess I have terrible timing huh?"
Tears roll down your cheeks slowly. You hear Dean now and he pulls a chair over for you. You sit down and touch Sam's hand. Dean tells you what the doctors say and you are frustrated.
"I love you Sam.. So help me. You better wake your ass up."
Dean chuckles and you whisper I love you once again.
