Sam x Reader (eventually)
Warnings: None that i can think of.
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It had happened so fast, you never thought your older sister would become a vengeful spirit. You were working a hunt with Sam and Dean Winchester. It also happened to be in your hometown, not that you'd ever admit that to anyone.. you haven't been back in your hometown since your father abused you, your childhood wasn't easy.
*Flashback*
You and your sister lost your mother due to a drunk driving accident. You and your sister Emily survived the accident, however your mother didn't. Ever since that accident your father blamed both of you for her not living. He took up drinking and taking out the anger on your older sister and you. However, Emily would step up and make sure you were beat as bad. You always hated seeing the bruises she would have when she came up to your bedroom. You would cry and Emily would hold you until you fell asleep. Yet when your sister and father both died because of an intruder (which happened to be a demon).. you were lost. You didn't have anywhere to turn, that is until Sam and Dean Winchester stumbled across your home. You were managing to live under the radar until you turned 19. They knocked on your door and you opened it hesitantly.
"Excuse me miss, may we come in." The taller one said.
"Um.. sure." You mumbled opening the door a little farther. They both came in and you shut the door and quietly made you way back to the kitchen.
"Miss.." The shorter one starts.
"I-It's (Y/N)." You say soft.
"(Y/N), we are hear about the murders that happened all over your town." He says.
"Really? Since when do the feds give a shit about my family?" You question as you start looking through your very empty fridge. Your stomach was killing you and you hadn't ate in five days.
"Do you have any food in your house?" The taller one asks his voice gentle.
"Uhm. Yeah, I just need to go buy some." You lie. You wrap your arms around your thin body trying to keep warm. The heater had been shut off due to no payments. You were trying to stay warm any way you could at the time. The two agents look at you and seem to see right through you.
"Look, we know what killed your father and your sister." The green eyed one says.
"Yeah, a crazed lunatic." You respond. Even though you knew it was wrong, something was off about the way your sister and father were killed. You just hoped they didn't ask to look around the house. You had some disturbing things down the hall.
"No sweetheart, it was a demon." He speaks again. You knew it, you knew it had to be something like that. How the two feds knew this made you question.
"You aren't really feds are you. Most people wouldn't think that off the top of their head." You respond calm.
"Uh.." The taller one looks nervous. You sigh and walk down the hallway, they follow you and you open the door to your mothers old study room. Both men gasped when they saw all the things you had mapped out.
"What are you real names?" You say still holding your arms around yourself.
"I'm Sam and this is my older brother Dean." Sam says holding out his hand. You hesitate and then take it, he jumps at how cold your hands are.
"You look like you need some food in you." Dean says looking at you a little worried.
"When's the last time you ate.. or done anything?" Sam questions.
"Its almost been 6 days without food, they shut the power off, the water barely worked this morning, I took a cold shower." You frown.
"Lets get you some food." Sam says gently putting an arm around you.
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Shaking your head at the memory you focus on the hunt back in your hometown. Someone was terrorizing abusive drunks in your hometown. At first you thought nothing of it.. that is until you saw her. You were walking by your old house that was now occupied by a happy family. You kept walking until she caught your sight. You thought it was nothing and grabbed onto your necklace tightly squeezing your eyes shut, when you opened them again she was gone. You remember practically running back to the motel room. You kept your head down when you walked in. Sam knew something was up, he came to know you far well and you accepted him into your life. He was a sweet boyfriend and you loved him dearly. Dean sees the look on Sam's face and decides to walk over to the store.
"Whats wrong beautiful?" Sam asks soft sitting on the bed by you.
"I- I think I saw my sister.." You mumble into the pillow.
"Your sister??" Sam asks.
"Y-yes, I think she's the ghost behind all of the killings."
"Are you sure baby?" You sit up and look at him.
"It has to be, she always protected me from my abusive drunk father.. all the deaths have been abusive drunks or abusive boyfriends Sam." Sam looks at you and then sighs rubbing his face.
"I'm so sorry sweetheart." Sam mumbles through his hands.
"Its not your fault Sam.. shes attatched to this I bet.." You respond touching the necklace around your throat. Sam looks at you and then pulls you onto his lap. He kisses your forehead and you wrap your arms around him tightly. You spent how many years without having to focus on your past..now here it was to punch you in the emotions some more.
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"EMILY!" You scream. She stops attacking Dean and looks at you. She appears in front of you causing you to jump a little. "Stop this.. its not you.." You plead.
"Oh my sweet (y/n), don't you get it? Its my turn to stand up and protect people who can't protect themselves. I'm doing this for us.. I know daddy did some terrible things to you when I wasn't at home. I know deep down inside of me that he was beating you when I went to the store without you or tried making money to pay the bills. He was a horrible man and I got to watch that man die, begging for mercy for once in his miserable life. I watched him die bloody and horrible before the man came for me." She speaks soft.
"Emmy, please.. Dean isn't a bad guy, and neither is Sammy. Do you know how hard it was to survive under the radar until I was exactly 19?" You whisper. "I hadn't ate for 6 days, the heat was shut off. Emmy these two saved my life."
"(y/n), I watched you suffer and it killed me not being able to protect you.. Its my job to help you, you are my baby sister." Emily yells. "I should've fought anything to get to you..."
"Emmy you need to let it go and go to heaven." You say soft. "I won't ever forgive that man for what he did to us.. but I do forgive you for leaving me, I knew you were always around watching me. I love you Emmy never forget that okay? You are my big sister and i'll always love you."
"I love you too kid." Emily says soft. "I guess I can find a way to let go, just remember i'll watch over you from heaven.. I'll always be here with you." She points to your heart. You smile just like old times and Emily looks right. "Guess its my time to go.. forgive me for all the terrible things I did. I love you and ill see you when you come to heaven.. hopefully not too soon."
"Course not Emmy, love you." You say soft. She smiles one last time and then is gone. Sam is up and over to you, Dean stands and looks around. Sam's arms are around you and you smile a little. "Its over."
"I'm sorry you had to go through that baby." Sam says soft.
"Its okay, now I know she's finally an angel up above." You mumble soft. "She was always my angel. She protected me from everything."
"Lets get out of here." Dean says soft. You only smile and nod.
"Well, lets get on some other hunts." You say as you crawl into the back seat of the impala. Dean chuckles and starts her up, Sam only rolls his eyes as you all hit the road again.
