This is What I Do With My Life (Book 2)

TEH SOUND OF MOOOOOOOOOOSIC

So! Today was our auditions for the school musical.

I'm also doing modified swimming this year, until about mid February (like... the 16th or something) so I only tried out for the chorus.

So, I'm sick. You know that. I blew out my vocal cords last week, yay! And I've been coughing and whatever.

They called us up there to the stage in the auditorium.

Now I have really bad performance anxiety. I hate getting up in front of people I don't know/trust and preforming a solo...

Come to think of it, why the hell did I try all-county auditions (actually, I found out today I didn't make any out of the three 😂)

So any way, I'm standing up there, my two friends sing, along with the two girls before me.

Now even tho I'm sick, I can still project. Do I have the chance of screwing up my vocal cords? Oh hell yeah

Was it worth it?

Hell yes

So, I can hear my voice echoing around the aud, so that's good in my book.

So, i introduce myself and whatever, and I start singing.

Now I've been coughing and sniffling all day, I'm scared I'm going to screw up, don't modulate, and what do I fricking do?

I cough in the middle of my performance XD

I remember while standing up there, my one friend was singing "16 going on 17" and in between auditions, I whisper to her

"My performance,
Anxiety sucks
I'm shaking so bad."

In the tune of the song.

So, whatever

I don't think I did bad, but,

Eh, whatever

I'll have art later

Bye

-Kayla