Assassination Classroom One Shots (Various x Reader)

|51.| Shiota Nagisa X Reader

Requested by: butterflyHeartist

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"Stupid."

"Ugly."

"Fat."

"Bitch."

"Small.

"Flat."

"Misfortune."

"Disgusting."

"She doesn't belong here."

"Why is she even here?"

"Wish she were in a different school."

"Doesn't she know that she's a burden?"

You silently walk along the corridor of the main building, ignoring bad comments about you.

Another day to face it. Another day to be strong. Another day to face reality before curling up under your blankets.

You hated it. You were starting to hate yourself. You wanted to go home and shut everything out. But you couldn't. Somebody kept on breaking your walls.

He wasn't your classmate anymore. He was dropped to Class E. You don't see your friend often anymore, but you try to stay strong to show him that you've changed. That he doesn't need to get out of his way to comfort you. That he can stop worrying. That it's your turn to comfort him. That it's your turn to listen. That it's your turn to give a shoulder to cry on. That it's your turn for him to depend on.

You had to stay strong. For him. But it was very difficult to. You were breaking. They were breaking you. You were almost broken.

You sat quietly on your chair as the teacher arrived.

"It's time for attendance." He said and called out names.

"Satomi Hana."

"Here."

"Shizuku Yui."

"Here."

"Fukui Ryou."

"Hai, desu~"

"Fujimoto Akira."

"Here."

"Tachibana Yū."

"Here."

"(L/N) (F/N)"

You silently raised your hand and the teacher nodded.

Suddenly a voice spoke up which you knew belonged to Hana, "What? She gets to raise her hand while we have to raise our voices just for the teacher to hear. Hey, don't you think that's a bit unfair?"

Your eyes were getting watery. You bit your lip and tried to ignore her.

"Satomi-san." The teacher warned.

Another voice joined it which belonged to Yui, "I know right~ It's like she gets special treatment or something."

You quickly stood up, unable to hold back the tears, "A-Ano.. S-Sensei... I'll go to the nurse's office i-if you'll excuse me.."

The teacher nodded and you immediately ran outside of the classroom and eventually out of the building.

Tears were running down your cheek and you ran to wherever your feet took you.

You found yourself running through a forest. It was quiet. You decided to go a little further before sulking.

"Fat."

"Bitch."

"Arrogant."

"Selfish."

You ran again not caring where you went anymore. You wanted to go away, far from this place. You wanted to bury yourself in a hole and eat a potato.

You gasped as you tripped on a root of a tree. You hissed as you gained a new scratch on your left shin and on your right arm.

You dragged yourself under a tree and brought your knees to your chest and began to cry.

Pathetic.

Yes, you knew you were pathetic. You couldn't stand up for yourself. You couldn't be just a bit strong for one day.  There had to be someone to do it for you. There had someone to defend you.

"(F/N)?"

You looked up and saw Nagisa with a worried look.

"N-Nagisa?"

"Why are you crying?" He asked and tossed his knife behind the bushes, "What's with your eyebags and all those wounds?"

You started to tear up more. Unable to hold it in, you hugged Nagisa and cried.

"I'm useless!!! I'm pathetic!!! I can't do anything!!" You cried on his shoulder.

Nagisa hugged you back without saying anything.

"I want to be dependable. I want to be strong. But I can't!!! I'm weak!!! I can't stand up for myself!! I can't!! I can't do anything!! I can't repay the things you did for me!" You sobbed, "Why would you even consider me as a friend?"

"(F/N)," Nagisa said in a soothing tone, "I'm here for you. You matter and you are important to me. I'm never going to leave you okay? It's okay to depend on me. I don't mind. It's okay to be weak. It's okay to be pathetic. That's what makes us human right?"

"Slowly build up your confidence. There's no need to rush. Be yourself," He added, "Don't give care to what others say about you. Just let them say what they want but don't let it affect you because they're not true. Don't let them destroy you. Don't let them define you. They don't know you after all. Why would you let false knowledge define you? You know you and you define yourself. And I'll always be here." He smiled.

Hearing those words suddenly fill you with DETERMINATION. //slapped

**End

That ending tho. IM INLOVE WITH UNDERTALEEEE. ❤️❤️❤️

Finally got back my phone. Which means I can write without internet!! Yaaaaay!!

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Got 16k+ read alreadyyyyy!!! Yaaaaaay!!! Thank youuuuu!!!

IM FILLED WITH DETERMINATION!!!! XDD

take me to the mental hospital when you need to....

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