Book of Burning Random Insanity

i cant take it anymore

guys, Im really sorry if i havent been updating for a while. This is my last final rant, please hear me out.

I really havent been feeling well, to be honest. i actually almost committed suiicde and was hospitalized after that and i was sent to a psysichian. so im sorry i havenbt been writing like what i promised to do.

to be honest, things haven't been going well these days. i've been slowly being forgotten by friends and they're leaving one by one, fighting and are growing up.

im really tired, guys. i really am. and i have no choice but to bottle it all up for everyone and that hurts even more.

so please be patient. you'll never know when i regain my old self, if she's still there. im sorry