Book of Burning Random Insanity

I... >~< Noooo.....

my dreams are getting much more weirder and weirder everyday! I swear!

I told SMG, Kei and Shin about this.... I was sitting inf ront of a mirror and instead of my reflection, I saw my sister, she was crying.

She told me i have to be erased. Then Blonde guy appeared again. He told me I have to give up.

He said "Your destiny and your sister's are connected.... if something good happens to her, something bad happens to you and vice versa.... but please, dont disappear."

Before he can even speak more, the mirror containing my sister broke and everything around me darkened. i heard the familiar voices in my head and i soon realized i was wearing a white dress, a large whole was in my chest and it was bleeding. a new mirror faces me.

"meet me soon. just dont disappear yet *statics*" i saw that in the mirror my body is filled with scars, my hair is curled and i seemed scared.

then i heard someone speak but i cant understand him.

then everything disappeared.

then last night...... seriously, im shaking while thinking of it.

it was really lonely there and i was stuck underwater, not drowning, just drifting. i was facing upward so i can see the moon above. i tried to reach up and i tried to scream, only to have water fill my lungs.

guys.... someone's singing a dark song in the background. a young girl that sounds like me when i was seven years old. she was singing something like "wake up to a nightmare.... sleep restless spirit.... and let your insanity take you... be afraid." i was scared o.o i tried to wake up, but suddenly something pulled me down underwater. i looked down and saw a distorted image of a face. but then his hair is also blonde.... but the face looks like it was sucked out and messed with.

i woke up in the middle of the night and im still shaking. even talking to friends on Skype wont cheer me up.

im scared.... ;-; it was a dream, but im still scared.