Steven universe one shots

Lapis x reader part 1

Hey it's me! Not toybeaver but I though I should make a one shot so you guys wouldn't get bored waiting!

You had gotten angry and depressed all at once. Your best friend was killed in a car accident. You ran away all the way into a forest where you beat yourself against a tree wishing for death also but couldn't bring yourself to it. A large kitchen knife in hand you slumped down and stabbed the ground. You saw a flying figure appear over you and then away. It was like that moment when a person sees a flying animal over there head.
You were smart enough to bring a bottle of water and a large container of Sour Cream and Onion Pringles. (If anyone got that thank you) you opened the container and started to take the first chip. You had brought it close to your mouth and then it was gone. You hadn't eaten it nor was it anywhere in sight. You thought that you should protect your food and you put it away. You tried to drink from your water bottle but the water had gone all over your clothes. So with the half of water left you closed it and put it away as well. Anger had filled your mind and you had felt a large weight lifted when you screamed. "I HATE THIS STUPID PLANET AND EVERYTHING ON IT!" This time you heard a small laugh and you showed how serious you were.
Your stood up and pulled out your large kitchen knife again. You stabbed the tree and carved into it. 'Rott away' was what you had wrote and then you walked away. You had no idea that the gem following you though you were cute.
Along the way, you had kicked acorns at squirrels and then sat near a small lake. The lake had attacked you like your water bottle had but you did nothing other than let it attack. Soon it stopped as if it was wondering why you had let it attack. You looked straight at the water with death-like eyes. "This is exactly why," you didn't finish your sentence and just let it go. Soon you had seen the flying figure again but this time it picked you up. "Let me go!" "But you'll fall," they had actually responded back. "That's a change I'm willing to take!" You trashed around with no avail. "Well now that I think about it I don't want to drop you so no,"
Soon you land where you try to make a run but became blocked by a wall of water. "Damn," you muttered.