~ Reylo ~

Lie In Waiting

Inspired by this bit of art: http://baruyon.tumblr.com/post/138695057105

Also you can follow me on tumblr here: renandreygokisskiss.tumblr.com to keep up on all the goings on in my shipping life or just stop by for a chat or something idk man, #ashgate2k16 things are on the way though just you wait, also that must sound like the weirdest thing if you haven't been keeping up with all the new news

The 5 times Kylo's friends did something for him and the +1 time he did something for them

Heavily added parts in each section that have to do with this quote from portal 2 "Do you know that people with guilty conciseness are more likely to be scared by loud noises [loud train noise] whoops how did that get there" it's heavily butchered but the point still stands

also more suicidal Kylo cause I have a problem and with all the beating of his wounds and practically canon eating disorders it just makes sense to me, so TW for that, it's really only prevalent in the first bit so if you're uncomfortable with that just skip that one

Also I just kind of like to think that Poe and Kylo might have been friends at one point seeing as how both their parents were involved in the military life and I also think Leia and Poe's parent's have canonly meet, so there you go

Hah! I can actually put something out!

It was supposed to be short and cute but then it wasn't

badly beta'd at 7am with no sleep ^~^ whoohooo
I''l try to get someone with actual beta capabilities to read it soon ok

Basically crack?

Kylo awakens with a start. The banging is the only thing that alerts himself before a rather circular droid makes it's way into the room. There's beeping before the door even fully shuts behind the astromech. The small droid moves to the head of the bed, or as close as it can with the small bedside table stopping it in it's tracks. It beeps furiously now. He stops it the only way he knows how.

"I'm awake. It's ok"

Memories of the night before flash in his head. His face still sticky from where the tears ran down his face. The sleeping pill bottle he had been clutching in his hands with such a fervent grip is now sporting a large crack. It still sat on it's new spot in the small bedside drawer. A new day new decisions, or at least he likes to tell himself. With a shaky breath he tries to forget how close he was to ending his own life last night. He needs a shower. He passes the droid, patting it on the way to bathroom. It lets of some more chirps tilting it's small head this way and that.

He might not have to deal with the nightmares of his dreams anymore, but he still has to deal with the nightmare that is being awake.

The small droid likes to stick around him fervently, always making sure hes ok and awake and such and Kylo won't complain. The company... Is nice, to say the least.

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A few weeks later he's trying to help fix a ship with his small but seasoned knowledge of mechanics. Suddenly enough there's a loud rapping on the hull of the ship. It startles him enough that his hands fly from where they were previously working, right onto a sharp piece of metal. The wound spans up the back of his hand in one giant red arch of blood and cut tissue. He sighs before moving out from under the hull of the X-wing.