Stage name: Suga
Birth name: Min Yoon Gi
Music group(s): BTS
Requested by: -
Deducated to: -
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Tears filled your eyes as you sinked to the floor. The report floated and finally landed on the floor, just like you. You were broken, no loger able to be saved.
"Agassi, are you okay?" a passer-by asked, bending down to help you.
Instead of being grateful, you pushed him away and yelled fiercely at him. "Fuck off!"
The pssser-by cursed at you before moving away. You collapsed on the floor, leaning against the wall as tears wet your face.
"Why now..." you brawled. "Why now...?"
You stared at the report on the floor. You were at the last stage of your cancer, barely do you have few months to live. You squinted your eyes shut and gritted your teeth.
Everything is shattered. Your love for Yoon Gi for seven years. All ruined with just a report. You hugged your legs and buried your wet face in your knees.
***
You opened the door and stepped into the house. Suga grinned cheekily and silently crepted towards. You were too lost in your world as you did not notice him. Suga raised an eyebrow suspiciously to find you not being yourself.
"Jagiya~" Suga and, giving you a back hug.
It made you feel worse. You squinted your eyes shut for a moment, hoping to be able to hold your tears back for at least a minute to trash out everything with Suga.
"Let go." you said coldly yet calm.
"Jagiya, you're being so rude..." he chuckle playfully, snuggling his neck with yours.
You bit your lips, feeling loved yet irritated.
"I said let go." you snapped, colder this time.
Suga then realised that you were being serious. Finally stopping his childish actions, you turned to face him.
"J-Jagiya?" Suga stuttered, shock to find your face drained of energy. "What happened?!"
"A lot. A lot to make me realise that you're not the one I love." you snapped, trying to make it sohnd as convincing as possible.
Your words pierced his heart like thousands of swords. His face lost colour but he tried ti take it as a joke, comforting himself.
"Jagiya~ You're being so playful huh? It's such a bad joke." Suga laughed, pinching your cheeks, putting up an act even though he knew that you were not joking.
"Cut it out." you snapped and shove his hand away.
Suga's lips parted as he turned serious too.
"Jagiya... Why are you talking about this?!" Suga snapped angrily. "Aren't we doing great?!"
"We were! That was before we realised that we just aren't compatible!" you cried.
"J-jagiya! What the heck are you talking about?!" Suga yelled, tears flooding his eyes. "We were so happy with each other?! Isn't that love?!"
"See?! You're being so naive and innocent!" you snapped, drying your tears. "That isn't love!"
"Then what is love?! You tell me?!" Suga snapped.
"L-love...it's that you can spend your life happily with someone throughout your lives." you said, voice softening as you hung your head low.
"That's us, isn't it?!" Suga snapped.
"It's not." you said and quickly ran back to your room.
"Jagiya! Yah!" Suga yelled as he watched you ran back to your room.
You slammed the door shut and finally let out all your tears. You leaned against the wall, sinking down as you hugged your legs. You were stuttering and sniffing so much that made you look more pathetic. You never cried so much. Not even when your parents died. But now, for Suga.
You guys were not just meant to be, you had to accept it.
You dropped your head in between your knees ans chest as your bitter tears flooded the whole room.
***
You stepped out of your room during the midnight, taking the chance to escape when Suga was asleep. But no.
You creaked open the door as silently as you can. You gasped in shock when you found Suga camping outside your room. As silently as a burglar, you grabbed your backpack and silently shut the door.
Suga was awake. He was just faking it.
You were about to walk down the stairs when you stopped. You put your backpack down and turned to Suga. It was probably the last time you could see him. You bit your lip and bent down. You admired him, for being so strong and positive. But too bad, you just could not be like him.
You brought your hand up and caressed his cheeks as gently as you could. Teardrops landed on his legs as you dropped your head in apology.
"I'm sorry..." you apologised, your voice trembling in remorse. "I-I...I-I really...c-can't accompany you for t-the rest of your life..."
Suga clenched his fists and tried to remain compose. He tried to hold back his tears. You leaned in and planted your lips softly on his. He wanted so much to hug you right now. But he knew you had your own difficulties. He respected you.
You pulled back, tears draining your face colour as well as your illness.
"Don't forgive me... Never forgive me... You have to hate me... That's the only way you won't feel sad and remorse..." you stammered, sobbing.
FInally, you picked yourself up. Taking your backpack, you turned to catch one last glance if him. You quickly turned and ran out of the house.
Suga opened his eyes. Tears flowing down almost immediately. He saw your tears that had not yet dry on the floor.
"A-are you...possibly...really dying...?" Suga croaked. He remembered the time you asked him how he was going to live if you was going to die someday.
You stood up and yelled at the top of his voice. He ran back into his room and pushed everything off his desk. Throwing all his treasured items, they cracked and broke the second they hit the ground. Everything was destroyed. All destroyed.
He brawled and collapsed on the floor, back leaning against the wall as he soreaded his legs out. He was so unlike the usual Suga. He never cried so much.
Do comment, vote and follow me if you enjoy all these one shots! I'll be updating BTS one shots these days and after that, probably all EXO one shots. Yep, since I'm not really receiving much requests nowadays, I'll write my own inspirational one shots. So do await J-Hope's one shot tomorrow!
