Espeon804's Art Book! (And Randomness)

I'M SORRY I SUCK SO BAD! (And RANT)

I hate keeping people waiting. I really do. It makes me feel like I'm leaving them hanging and annoying them with each passing day that nothing happens.

Wow. That was a run-on sentence.

Okay. I'm about to say some nonsense but I have to say it.

But yeah. I don't like the fact that I SUCK at keeping a schedule and keeping updates constant. I'm not gonna lie. I've been procrastinating like a fool. That's a bad habit of mine actually. I've been doing that since I was little.

I was told I got it from my dad. He has the same issue. Haha...

While I was in school, the hours were the same so I always have spare time to write and draw. But now with work... Eeeh.

It agitates me. Some people are dumb. Like so dumb you question why they even have kids. What kind of parents watches their kid DESTROY merchandise and does nothing to stop it? And if I say anything about it; "Who are you to talk about my child like that? Blah, blah, blah I want to see your manager."

Smh.

And I have a thousand things to do and I get agitated, so the moment I come home, I don't wanna do nothing.

Yeah. I put double negatives. That's how I talk anyway. Shame.

I JUST got home an hour ago, annoyed as ever. I don't feel like writing. I just wanna pull out my games and play Pokémon to calm my nerves.

But I can't because THE DARN BATTLE TREE IS SO UNFAIR. I SWEAR IT'S RIGGED. WHY DO YOU DO THIS ALOLA? WHY?!

I hate the battle tree. I wanna get at least a 20-win streak but nooo. I get my butt handed to me by a preschooler who has a freaking perfect IV and EV trained Brongzong who keeps spamming Trick Room with a darn Armaldo who has Curse... that's so eeeviiiil.

If you are a Pokémon fan, you know how evil that combo is. Trick Room and Curse? Duuuude...

So even the games don't help.

Seriously. You're supposed to start easy then you get your butt handed to me. That preschooler was the 2nd trainer.

The Battle Towers did it right.
The Battle Subway did it right.
The Battle Maison did it right.
But the Battle Tree? AAAAAAH!

And I swear they set up teams to counter yours right off the bat! I have a team weak against fighting? Okay! The AI uses an entire team of fighting types! Wait until I have a 30-win streak! Not 3! Aaaah!

So yeah. Kinda not knowing what to do write now. I would play Xenoverse 2, but The Great Guru keeps getting on my nerves because he doesn't know how to keep aliens from stealing his Dragon Balls.

Nail. You suck.

So this morning I got a message asking me if I finished to drawing, and I feel guilty because I know I kept them waiting forever. I didn't respond because I felt like anything I say would sound like a dumb excuse. I should had that done a long time ago.

But that doesn't mean I never did it. I have the sketch done. I had to dig through my room and go through 6 sketchbooks until I found the right one.

Yeah... I have problems.

But this is what I had so far. I apologize, GoldenFanficWriter

Okay. I honestly was about to leave that image sideways but I was like "Naaah. I'm not mean like that." So I had to edit it.

Btw my phone sucks butt. I can't see any gifs or certain images in any story through the app, but I know they are there. So when I read stories from myself or others I see the default image symbol thingy instead of a gif. Annoying...

The hardest things to draw are the hands, feet, a tail. I never know where to put the tail without making it look awkward.

Yeah. So I have a ton of catching up to do. But goodness. The kids are out of school and now the toy section I work in is gonna be demolished.

Help...

Sorry for the wall of text.

Hopefully I'll pick up.

... I dread the Battle Tree so much. You have no idea. Look it up. So many others agree with me.

I'm just gonnna play Pokémon Platinum and go through the Battle Tower there...