Age doesn't matter age is just a number Cameron Dallas

Later

It's been a few hours since I woke up and my wrist were bleeding. When I took my shower the water really stung. I hope Cameron is being serious when he says that he will never leave me again. When I wrapped them before they were still bleeding a little but I assume that is from the soap and water and all of that cleaning and getting the bacteria out of them. I wish I could say that they have stopped but every hour or so I have to go and change the bandage because they are bleeding through. Cameron has not noticed yet. I just tell him that I need to go to the bath room or I need to fix my hair or make up. I am currently on the 5th set of bandages and it is 12:30 ish in the morning. Cameron is asleep I think. Just as I think this Cameron walks into the bath room half asleep. He looks at me and I look at him. He instantly wakes up and goes wide eyed. I just stand there in shock and look at him.

"Cameron I-" I start but he looks really scared and mad

"Amber why didn't you tell me that you were still bleeding" He asks

"Because I didn't want you to worry" I say

"I'm more worried now that you tried to hide it from me! What else have you been hiding from me" Cameron says

"Cameron I didn't te-" I start but am cut off by him shaking his head and walking away from the bath room.

"Amber" he starts "I can't deal with you cutting and hiding things. I feel like you're lying to me about this. You should've been honest with me. But no, instead you choice to hide it from me. That is why I am mad at you" He says and now I am crying. I know where Cameron is going with this. I don't want it to be true but then he then answers my worst fears.

"Cameron" I say through my tears

"Good bye Amber. I am sorry but we cannot be together until you get it together and don't do any of this anymore. For now we are broken up. I love you but I cannot deal with this. It is not good for me" He says and he walks out of the room. He left. He just left. I get up and run out of the room. Cameron is no where to be seen. I knock on the door and then turn. I see someone standing there with a knife. I blink a few times to make sure I am not seeing things. I still see them. I start to knock on the door as hard as I can to try and get them to open it. This is Hayes' room. The person with the knife starts to come towards me.

"HAYES" I yell. I do not remember who he shares a room with because everyone switched there rooms from what I heard. "HAYES" I yell as the person with the knife gets to be about 2 feet away from me. The door opens and I run inside and close the door behind me. I also go to lock it but someone is trying to open it from the other side. "Hayes he has a knife" I say and then Hayes goes wide eyed as the person is pushing the door open. I need to build up some straight. Hayes starts to push on the door with me and soon we get it closed and locked. "Hayes" I say as I get a pain in my wrist. I look down at my wrist and see they are dripping blood.

"Amber" someone says from behind me and I see Alex

"Alex" I start "Cameron left because my wrist were bleeding through the bandages and I didn't tell him and he found out and said we couldn't be together until I stop hiding things when I was only hiding it because I didn't want him to worry. Guys I want to kill myself. I can't lose him again please" I say as I cry

"Amber he is not good for you" Hayes says as he pulls me into the bathroom "I want you to know that you do not have to say yes but I would like to know if you would like to be my girlfriend. I would never leave at all no matter what happens. I want to be with you please Amber" Hayes says I think about it. Hayes has hurt me in the past but I have a feeling this will be better then Cameron.

"Yes Hayes I would love to" I say and he hugs me

"Love birds I want you to know I will be on the balcony so if  you plan on doing anything please close the curtains I do not want to see my best friend and my roommate having sex or making out or what ever you plan on doing" Alex says

"Okay then go" We both say at the same time.

"We don't have to you know. We can just sl-" he starts but I cut him off by kissing him really hard and passionately. I get up and sit on the counter with out breaking the kiss. He puts his hands on my waist and squeezes them a little which turns me on. "I'm taking that as a 'let's fuck'" he says and I nod my head yes and we start to kiss again

**next morning**

"Amber" Hayes says and I wake up wrapped in his arms

"Yes" I ask

"Cameron is here" Alex says and Cameron comes into the room. I just look at him. I want to cry and beg him to take me back but now I am with Hayes and I need to focus on Hayes.

"Cameron leave like you always do" I say and I get up and walk right past him into the bath room. It is then that I hear crying coming from the main hotel room.