Age doesn't matter age is just a number Cameron Dallas

Hurt

I walk around the hotel and look down at my wrist. I guess I was wrong. Cameron really doesn't love me. He never loved me. No one would ever love me. I guess I should just go home. I go and I find Hayes standing with Nash and Taylor. 

"Amber" Hayes says 

"Yeah" I say doing my best to hide my wrist. 

"Don't hide those we need to clean them" Hayes says. Hayes takes me up to his room with Nash and Taylor and they clean out all of my cuts. The three of them are so nice. I still don't want to beleive Alex left me over Cameron. I mean, Cameron walked out of our hotel room, I didn't. I just wanted to make it sure that we would not be together. I mean, as little as I am worth I do not and will not let people leave me when I need them most and then them come back. I look up at Hayes. I look behind him and see Taylor and Nash with Alex and Cameron. I wonder if Cameron and Alex are going to try and turn Nash and Taylor aguenst me. Hayes gets done wraping my cuts and then I pull him into the bath room with me. This is a really bad idea. I lean up to Hayes. I kiss him. He takes a second but he kisses me back and he puts his hands on my waist. I know I shouldn't kiss Hayes but I have wanted to kiss the person who took my virginity since it happened. That is really all I wanted was to know if the person who took it was the right person. Anyway, Hayes and I kiss softly at first and then things start to heat up but knowing Hayes....

"Amber" Someone says and we pull away. I see Cameron standing there. He looks like he has been crying. "Amber if you love Hayes that is okay but I need you to know I did not mean what I said to you at all. I was just mad. I love you Amber. I will always love you. No matter what happens I will never stop loving you. Please know that. Amber I will be here if you forgive me. You don't have to. I wouldn't forgive me either. But if you ever need anything I will always be here for you. Alex also wants to talk to you because he is also sorry. He is crying his eyes out. It is hard for me to not do the same. I love you so much Amber. Never forget that" Cameron says and then he sighs and leaves. I hear a door close and I look up at Hayes.

"He is really sorry Amber. I know he is. I know you love him. I am not going to ask you to pick me over him. That would be wrong. But please be my friend. I love you Amber. I have loved you since I first saw you all those years ago. From your smile to everything about you. But I know you love Cameron so please, if not for you and Cameron, for me, forgive Cameron and give him one more chance and then you and I can be friends. Please give him one more chance. I will give you time to think but if you do something stupid I will be mad at you" He says. He hugs me and then he also leaves. I hear the door open and close. I start to think about everything about Cameron and I. Hayes and I. Cameron and Hayes. I do not want to hurt there friendship. But I do love Cameron. But Hayes was my first. I need some time to myself. Prefect. I already by myself. I look around the room and I see Hayes and Nash are out on the balcony. I don't want to hurt Hayes but I am going to give Cameron one more chance. If he fucks it up then I will give Hayes and I a chance. This is going backwards from everything I stand for in a guy. I walk out and I sit next to Nash. I let out a sigh and think about how I am going to tell them that I am going Cameron another chance. Wait, will Cameron still be mad at me. I do not want to be hurt again by him. 

"Amber are you going to give Cameron another chance" Nash asks me. I just nod my head yes. "I want you to know we are here for you. Cameron is a good person. He did not mean to hurt you he just loves you and gets mad when he sees someone he loves hurting them self. His sister used to self harm and so he does not want you to go through the same things she went through and I am sure he does not want to be put through that pain again so please give him a chance he really does love you. He always said he did not want to date a fan and look here we are. You were a fan but to him you are more then just a fan and I am not saying our fans are not important but he does not see you as another fan he sees you as something much more. I know this because Alex came and told me. Alex is also really sorry and I think you and Alex need to mend your friendship. You have been friends for years from what I have gathered and I do not want to see that all go to waist. You are best friend goals. Please give them both a second chance" Nash says

"I will give them both a second chance" I say

"Really" I hear two people say from behind me. I turn around and see Cameron and Alex standing there looking like they want to cry so badly. Should I really give them a second chance? 

"Yes" I start "But"