Age doesn't matter age is just a number Cameron Dallas

Yes

"Fine" I say and he smiles and kisses me. We leave and go to go out shopping. We get in a car and Cameron starts to drive. I guess he has been here before because he gets to the mall without a problem. When we get out of the car Cameron comes over to me and hugs me. Then we go in. Then I realize Cameron is acting kinda weird. He seem nervous. We go to all kinds of stores and Cameron buys me like literally 10 full bags worth of stuff.
"Come on Amber I wanna see something" he says. I nod and he leads me to Kay jewelers. I wonder why .... When we get in the store Cameron says he has to go to the bathroom and to stay here. When Cameron comes back all of the boys come with him. When did they get here and why are they all in suits. What the fuck is going on?!?!
"Cameron" I say and he leans down and kisses me
"Amber Lewis, I know I just met you and you just met me and this is probably the most stupid thing I have ever done but" he says getting on one knee "but Amber Lewis, will you marry me" Cameron asks and Alex hands him a box and he opens it and it has a ring that looks like it must have cost at lease $20,000. I start to cry. I really do love Cameron.
"Yes" I say and he smiles and so do I. He gets up and puts the ring on my finger. It's the perfect size. Cameron hugs me and I am crying into his chest. Not a bad cry but a good cry. Alex comes up to me and gives me a hug. Then Nash and then the rest of the boys. Hayes is no where to be seen. I know my parents won't mind me getting married because then they won't have to support me. I know Alex is here for me and will always support me. Though I know he does not like the age difference but he doesn't really have a say. I know Cameron will never hurt me. I haven't even known Cameron for that long. But I know that I love him more then anything besides .... Yeah I love Cameron more then anything and I want to be with him and yes I do know that I will get so much hate from the fans but I can handle it. Can I? I mean when I was younger I got bullied. I guess it won't be much different then that .... I haven't told Cameron that yet. I wonder what his reaction will be. I wonder what he will say when he sees the cutting scars. I miss cutting. No Amber stop stop stop stop. I have been clean for just over a year and I don't want to go back to that. I mean yes I miss it but I can't do it anymore because then Cameron wouldn't want me and everyone would hate me. Everyone hates me. Well not the boys and Alex but everyone else hates me. Wait how did I even get on this topic? This is supposed to be one of the best days of my life and I'm getting myself depressed. I wonder what Cameron will say when I tell him about all of my problems and my parents.... And I wonder----
"So now what" Nash asks snapping me out of my thoughts so I walk Over to Cameron and hug him and cuddle to his chest
"Well I think we should leave Cameron and Amber alone like Cameron asked and we should go back to the hotel" Matt says
"Yeah" carter says and they all say bye and leave
"So Amber lets Finnish shopping" Cameron says and pulls me to more stores. We go to Macy's, kholes, justice, and some other store I don't remember the name of. Now we are on American Egan and he is running around the store and I kinda just sitting here as Cameron runs around and buys clothes and shoes and again I am kinda just sitting here saying yes or no if I like it. I told him I would only get jeans if they were from American egale and he is picking out all there jeans. I really don't like jeans because of my OCD and they have to be ripped, jeggings, and all that nice stuff. So I told Cameron my size and He is pick things in my size and I keep saying yes or no and now this is starting to get boring and I just want to go to the hotel and lay down or be with Cameron .... He asks for my shirt size and I tell him and he goes running off and then he comes back and then is asking me what I want which I don't mind because I don't wanna ask for anything and ---- never mind that .... I want that.
"Cameron" I say to him and he looks over at me.
"Yeah babe what's up" he says and looks in the direction I am looking in. "Do you want that" he asks me? I just keep staring. I walk over to it and pick it up. I look at it while I am holding it and then look at the price and put it down.
"No" I say and walk back to where I was sitting down. Cameron walks over to it and picks it up and then walks back over to me. He looks at me and I can tell so I look up at him and then back down and feel bad. I feel like I am forcing him to buy me stuff and I feel really bad for it.  I really don't want him to spend this much money. I would feel bad if he did and that is Even if it is on a ----