"Looking back , I had known all along , that underneath the glittering world before my eyes lay my deception that everything was to collapse with a breath of wind. I turned away , sidestepped , simply closed my eyes"
"Afraid I was , afraid to be loved for who I am"
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Briar sat in a balled up position in her room as she continuously flicked the scrunchie on her wrist to inflict pain
As she started to rock back and fourth , her breathing started to puff out unevenly as she tore off the scrunchie and snapped it
She then stood up , wobbling and making her way to balance herself on the wall
As she slammed into the wall , losing balance halfway , she looked up the wall to see a single Polaroid photo hanging
It was the same photo the male had took of her in the library as flashbacks of the first highlight reel commenced
Briar grabbed the Polaroid and slammed it onto the ground , stomping on it with rage as tears filled her eyes
Briar then went on a rampage , knocking everything down in the room , screaming and crying
She stopped and shakily gathered herself the best she could and stormed towards the last untouched wall
Briar gripped the top of the large mirror and pulled it to the ground , causing it to break everywhere
Shards of glass flew , cutting her leg as she winced slightly but it was barely noticable
She bent down to pull the shard of glass out of her leg as she closed her eyes in pain
The blood dripped on the floor and down the girl's exposed leg
≛flashback≛
Taehyung ran into Briar's home with blood staining his hands and clothes as he ran straight to the bathroom
Briar came out of her room and looked around to see the bathroom door cracked opened as she stalked towards it
Briar opened the door fully and slapped a hand against her mouth as she saw Taehyung washing the blood off his hands
Taehyung turned to the girl and looked back at the blood , shaking his head in denial
He then started to cry as Briar quickly brought the male into a hug and he sobbed into her neck
≛flashback end≛
Briar sat in the rain , blood still pouring from her leg as she was soaked
"Why?""Why am I here?""I was there for everyone""Where are you?"

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euphoria ≛ bts 8th member series
Fanfiction❝ close the door now , when i'm with you i'm in utopia. ❞ ≛ [bts x oc!eighthmember] [uncompleted]