𝐄𝐌𝐎 𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐓 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐈

J. Dun - For You

| TRIGGER WARNING. I STRUGGLE WITH MENTAL ILLNESS TOO BUT I WANNA LET YOU KNOW THAT- you are not alone. We are all in this together. If you need a friend just message me up. You'll get through this, I know you can x |

"Ty, have you been noticing anything strange about your sister lately?" Josh asked as he watched Y/n disappear into the kitchen. Tyler turned to his best friend and looked around to see if anyone was listening, "you notice it too?"

"she's not her normal self" Josh sighed, running a hand through his fiery hair. Tyler nodded and frowned, "talk to her Josh" 

"but she's your sister!" "and your girlfriend, heck, the kid won't even talk to me" Tyler said and they heard footsteps going upstairs. Josh bit his lower lip and nodded, "fine but if she hates me after this, I'm blaming you"

Tyler smiled as Josh stood up, "I see no risk" "whatever" Josh rolled his eyes and went upstairs. 

He stood in front of the white door, holding his hand up. "sweetheart? are you in there?" 

no response.

Josh knocked on the door, "Y/n? It's me Josh. Can I come in?" he said, a bit louder this time.

Still no response.

Josh grabbed the doorknob and twisted it open but it was locked. He panicked and started to knock furiously, "Y/n! Open the door!" he shouted. Tyler came running by his side, clearly panicking too, "what's wrong?"

"she's in there and she's not answering me!" Josh said, as he slammed his palm on the door. He motioned for Tyler to clear the way as he forcefully kicked the door open. Y/n dropped the rope she was holding as tears fell on her cheeks. 

"J-josh..." she stuttered, choking on her own words. Josh looked at the rope on the ground and the chair she was about to stand on. Josh's heart broke into a million pieces and he ran.

He ran directly into her, his love. He embraced her warmly into his arms as she cried. Josh caressed her hair, whispering things that made her feel special. Tyler smiled weakly as he wiped his tears away, "I-i'll be in the living room" he croaked out, walking away. 

Josh grabbed her hand and walked her to her bed where they sat. He kissed her forehead, "is this why you haven't been talking lately?" he softly said, caressing her knuckles. She frowned, avoiding eye contact.

"Y/n, talk to me" Josh said, wiping her tears away. "I'm sorry, Josh. I'm a burden to you a-and Tyler. I-"

Josh pressed his lips on hers, stopping her to say another words. She wasn't the only getting hurt by her words, Josh was too. 

"you are never a burden to me nor Tyler, okay?" he said as he placed another kiss on her lips. "You are the most amazing person I have ever met in my entire life. I loved you from the moment you entered the recording room, from the moment you cried when the dog died in that movie, from the moment you smiled as played under the snow. You are not a burden, Y/n. You are my sunshine, my world, my home, you are my everything. Please, I love you" Josh whispered, holding her face in his palms.

"don't take my world away and stay alive for me" Josh said, kissing her forehead. She smiled weakly as tears fell down her cheeks, she sniffled and looked at Josh's calming eyes.

"Stay alive for you and Tyler"

"promise?" "promise"

then again, you are not alone. I love you and you are awesome. Stay ugly and keep it beautiful x