''Boy, I can't seem to get you outta my head
But there's something about you that makes me smile
Don't change, I like the way you make me feel
Can we take our time and do this for a while''-SWV
Lauren has a life that any woman could want. She has...
My alarm clock repetitive tone sounded through out my hotel room.
I groaned and slammed my hand on top of the clock,making it shut up.
I sat up against the headboard and thought 'bout last night events.
Ugh last night was so fuckin' horrible!!! I mean I don't understand,how I deserved this. I thought I was doin' somethin' good. I was being the bigger person 'bout this situation by not messing up someone's relationship and all I got was to called by a liar and technically a cheater by Eric.
I looked down at my pillow. It was covered by my tears. You could tell I just came in my room and laid on my bed,cryin' cause I never took off my make up last night (hint the mascara) and still got on the same clothes from yesterday.
I sighed in defeat and got up from bed. It's was 7:30am and I had to be at my doctors appointment by 9. I would fix me some breakfast but I'm just not in the total mood. I just feel....numb.
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After tellin' my brothers and sisters that I was on my way to my doctors appointment,I hopped on the elevator with Derek behind me.
"So Derek,how you doin' today?" I asked.
He looked surprised at how calm and kind I was today. "I'm doing fine Ms. Robinson,how are you?"
"Same." I responded. It took me awhile to remember,that day I snapped on him. I start to feel all bad again. It was never too late to apologize. "Look Derek,I wanna apologize 'bout how I treated you the last time I saw you. I was havin' some issues with....ya know. But I just wanna say sorry."
He smiled,nodding his head gratefully. "It's ok,Ms. Robinson. I understand."
I smiled back,"Okay,just makin' sure we was on good terms."
Ding!
The elevator door open as I stepped off makin' a turn into the lobby. Before I could even step outside,people stopped me to take pictures and sign autographs and of course I couldn't say no. Why would I say no,when they're the reason I'm here?
"Thanks Lauren." A 13 year old boy name Troy said as he walked off happily with his friend and autograph signed ball.
"Hey,Eazy's outside maybe we can get a picture with him,too." His friend mentioned and they ran outside quickly,where the rest of the crowd went.
Immediately I froze up. He's outside....it's no big deal he probably leaving to go home.
When the crowd left from the hotel,me and Derek walked out the door,hoping to not cross any more people but instead I got stop by somebody else.
There he was,standing there,leaning against his car. It was like we was having an intense stare down between each other. The look in his eyes were tellin' that he still wanted to cuss my ass out some more but he's gonna act very understanding today.
