(Y/n's pov)
"You're so damn ugly!!"
"What does Haruka-senpai even notice in you!"
"Just crawl into a gutter and die you worthless piece of shit!!"
Here we go again. Why does it always have to be me? I never asked to have such a shitty life, I didn't ask to be made into a fucked up world like this. This is so how I wanted to spend my Monday afternoon, on the floor getting stomped on my whores I don't even know.
Just as one was about to kick in my the stomach someone yelled out for them to stop, it was Makoto. Haru was standing behind him silently with a small glimpse of worry and hatred in his eyes. The ocean eyed male stepped up to the girls and glared at them, "If you ever touch her again it'll be the last thing you idiots ever do!!"
With that the girls ran away and left us alone. Haru grabbed my wrist trying to get me to stand but he grabbed the wrist I had been cutting on again. As I winced he looked down at me in pain, he quickly dropped to his knees and examined the fresh vertical cuts on my wrist.
"Heehee, umm w-well horizontal cuts mean attention....ummm and vertical mean results. I sorta need results so...", Haru got up and ran away from me, his black bangs shadowing his eyes making it impossible for anyone to see his expression.
I sighed and started seated on the ground and Makoto joined me. He stared at me with an angry yet sympathetic look.
"Those thoughts are coming back again aren't they?", He asked as we just stared at the sunset.
"Yeah, with how things are here and at home....I just want to end everything.", Makoto hugged me trying to comfort me but it honestly didn't help.
"You did it again, you know that he hates seeing you like that."
"I know he does, but it's not like does anything to stop me. If he'd just accept it, it would be easier for him to just let me go.", I sighed.
It was already late I might as well go home.
"I'm leaving, I'll take care of my wounds at home.", And with that I just left, Mako didn't try to stop me so because he already accepted how I worked.
I just wish Haru could do the same.
(Makoto's pov)
Those two are so broken and they're too blind to realize that they need eachother. Guess I better go calm down Haru. I dashed over to locker room to see it a complete mess, Haru was furious. There was dents in about four of the lockers, trash cans kicked around everywhere, and in the middle of the room an angry Haru with burning blue eyes.
"She always......does that to herself!! She's always so damn selfish!! She doesn't think about how it hurts others when they see her that way!!! (Y/n) is such a selfish idiot!!!!", Haru roared as he kicked another trash can.
I understand why he's mad but he needs to understand that this doesn't help much either. I grabbed Haru by his collar and dragged him to the pool. He was still ranting and thrashing behind me but that didn't matter. Once we reached the pool and tossed him in and let him sink in until he finally cooled off. He came back up and stared at me as the water mixed in with his tears....he was broken after seeing her like this.
"She's in a deep hole of darkness, you gotta pull her out and make her realize.", I said.
Haru's eyes lit up and he pulled himself outta the pool.
"Makoto how deep is this pool?"
"Umm it goes down fourteen feet at the deep end....why?", I asked.
It was already to late Haru had already left me behind, but I had a bad feeling he was gonna do something terrible.
(Y/n's pov)
I was cutting vegetables for dinner when I accidently cut myself, my finger was bleeding and I just stared at it in a small trance. I couldn't feel the pain and suddenly my eyes shifted to the knife. My throat was really dry, parched for some reason. Maybe the knife could help me with that, maybe if I hit it just right I'd fill up my lungs with blood and just die. A visual of my suicide played in my head and a peaceful smile etched onto my face maybe now I could die peacefully! As I pressed the tip of the blade to my neck and sighed contently, suddenly a loud slap echoed in my kitchen and the knife fell. Looking over my shoulder I saw Haru. He was gasping for breathe and looked angry as hell.
I snapped out of my trance and awkwardly laughed it off, "Ahaahaahaa oh hey Haru....umm-mmph!!~"
Haru slammed his lips against mine and my face heated up. What was going, on was i dreaming, did I actually kill myself and go to heaven?
I ignored my thoughts after Haru pulled away. He quietly dragged me back to the school and the whole walk there he was dead quiet. The pool looked beautiful with the green lights making the water shimmer but on the deep end it just seemed like a bottomless black pit.
I started getting scared and my body started to shake violently, what's going on?
"H-hey Haru....", before I knew it I was pushed into the pool, I was sinking.
I was falling into the deep black water, my lungs started to burn for air and suddenly I realised I was going to die, my best friend...my crush was going to kill me.
(Haru's pov)
"Haru!!!", I could hear Rin scream at me from the other end of the pool. Him and the rest of my teammates were here.
"Idiot she can't swim!!! What're you doing are you trying to kill her!!?", Rin and Makoto yelled.
I stayed completely focused on the bubbles rising to the surface and waited till they stopped. Just before Makoto reached me, I dived into the pool and swam down for her. Maybe this was the lesson she needed, I didn't want to see her hurry herself anymore. (Y/n) was better than this, so maybe a near death experience would be enough to prove to her that she was needed.
I continued swimming down until I finally saw her, her hair floated around her like a halo, and her sleeping form was to cute for words but I had to take her up to the surface. I quickly grabbed her and swam bank up as fast as I could, Nagisa and Rei helped her out and Rin sorta tried to beat the shit outta me.
"Rin I don't have time for this, if you don't let me perform CPR she'll really die!!", I growled.
Rin let go of me in defeat and carefully I placed my lips and here and started to perform CPR. She didn't respond the first few times but thankfully after the fourth try she started to cough up the water in her lungs. (Y/n) looked around carefully examining everyone's face and finally setting her sight on me. Tears were starting to well up at the corners of her (e/c) hues, she covered her face so she could hide her expression. We all sighed with relief seeing her alright and I tightly held her soft hand in mine.
"*hick....hick* I-I don't wanna die... I never want to go through that again...*hic*", she cried as she admitted it.
Everyone smiled in relief, it worked. Though now she might hate me but I had to do it.
"I'd never let you drown (y/n)....if I did I'd never swim again.", I admitted.
Everyone gasped at my confession and (y/n) just continued to cry with a huge blush on her face.
"I love you (y/n)...", I admitted.
"I..*hick*...I love you too asshole....", she smiled and finally sat up.
I smashed my lips onto hers and pushed to the ground again, her whole face turned red as I kissed her and the team cheered me on as I continued to kiss her. She ended up fainting under me but that was the cute little (y/n) I knew. I'll teach her how to swim later for now we'll just have to focus on healing eachother.
