Sorry for making two A/Ns in a row, But there is a reason...
I have somewhat good news and bad news...(bad news is longer)
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Good news;
My friend doesn't need me anymore, so I can focus more on stories! Yay!
Bad news; (mainly for me...)
My friend that I was helping moved away, without saying goodbye.... that hurt so,it might distract me from making stories. I couldn't even focus in school today, I just kept drawing things to distract me. But I noticed that at least half of them related to my friend. My other friend, unicorn, noticed how I 'draw my
feelings'....
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I want to thank unicorn for everything she's done for me,but I'm one of those people who try to 'show no weakness'. But she knows the truth, she might as well be the one who knows the truth about ender.... People at school always ask me,"Hey, are you ok?" And,"Hey! Wait... are you sad or mad?"
I always 'smile' and say,"Yes, I'm fine!" Or say,"I'm just thinking about shit, don't worry about me, I'm fine."
My friend that moved away was the one who truly understood me. so it really hurt when she left without saying anything or even seeing me for the last time...
When I didn't know, I just thought she kept ditching school.
I'd ask ducky day after day if she was here, he'd always say,"No." Then run off.
After about two - three days of that I tried texting her, no reply. The next day I
seen her teacher and asked her if she was even here, I was shocked when she answered,"Oh, she transferred schools. She moved into a different town and everything, are you two besties?" I 'smiled' and answered,"yes. Thanks for telling me."
The rest of the day I was a jerk to my friends, just because I was hurt...
I don't even feel like trusting people now...
(the friend that moved away is angel)
Me and her made this promise or whatever you want ta fuckin' call it, it goes like;
Senpai's never leave without saying goodbye♥ ...
But I guess it isn't true...
That bugged me, and other things started bugging me to.
There was another saying that goes like;
It's amazing, the one pearson who you gave your heart to, the one who you stood up for, take a bullet for , die for, You gave your all to, did the one thing you'll never do. And they did it without hesitation.
Or something like that,
It's amazing when you realise that the one you'll take a bullet for, is the one behind the trigger...
And one thing people might ask me,"Who's ducky and unicorn?"
Ducky = Dylan and
Unicorn = Alicia
And yes, me and angel call eachother Senpai, so what?...
And I'll let you in on a lil' secret...
The whole teacher thing, happened yesterday....
But, I'm sorry I wasted your time...
I'm out, peace...
