i can see you // 7th spam

me af

i had two dreams tonight; a small one and a big one. the big one is kinda important to me because i've been dreaming that one for a few years now and tonight it finally reached its end. i'm not gonna tell you nor anyone really about it. but i'll tell you about the small one because it's just my brain being salty about mcr's breakup again.

in the dream, there was really just one scene. it was an instagram post from gerard and the picture just shower like a collage of the words "my chemical romance" (the world were black, in italics and on a white background). in the description, he wrote "i recently purchased the latest edition of the rocksound magazine (the one with @/awstenknight on the cover, if you must know). anyway, it featured a list of 'fifty most fearless figures in our world'. while reading, i noticed mcr being mentioned quite a few times, so i stopped somewhere at the middle and started reading from the beginning again. i took a picture of every time mcr was mentioned. and this collage is the result. forty three artists said mcr had some influence on them and that mcr inspired them. and this really made me happy. because mcr's always been inspirational to me as a person, but one of the sole purposes of mcr was to inspire other people to be creative. i can't explain to you how much this means to me. and well... i'll have to do a few phone calls, but hold that thought and i'll get back to you."