i was doing so fucking good all day and i made myself a hairstyle right when i woke up (this is complicated and a secret, but having a hairstyle really helps me in self-harm prevention and i don't hurt myself when i have a hairstyle) and right when i took my hairstyle off and i let my hair go i started self-harming right now like an hour ago when i entered the bathroom and i was crying so much because i was already ready to brag about how i finally did a whole day without self-harm, but i guess i'm still too fucking weak for that. my mom was so angry with me today when she saw my scars today and i swear to go this whole self-harm addiction bullshit makes me hate myself and life so fucking much and i just want to fucking die.
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Random"i am waiting for your breath" my spams used to have a life span of a month, but i have a feeling this one might even survive to see september...
