i can see you // 7th spam

taking a picture of your bass, are ya?

to be honest, not self-harming wasn't even difficult yesterday? i was really happy about it and i thought that noticing it yesterday would trigger me into hurting myself as it usually does, but it actually just made me feel better about myself.

i think my spam books are also a big part of me staying strong throughout the days. because you can't imagine the excitement that goes through me when i'm thinking about how i could write those dates on here.

and they're not here only for my success. i also post them because i want you guys to know that you can do it no matter how hard it is. i know that i sometimes talk about how i want to give up, but i always end up trying even harder. please look at my achievements as inspiration and look at my bad moments as me just venting out how i'm feeling at the moments. it gets hard, but you should always stay strong.