It's been four months after it happened. And I don't know if they are going to forgive me. What am I going to do?
"Scorpio? Talk to me, please? I'm your friend and I don't want to see you crying your eyes out while I'm standing here like an idiot." I sighed and glared at the door that I locked myself in.
"Virgo, your lying. You pity me, and I hate it!" I shouted. I punched the wall and I winced when my fist made contact. I could feel pain shoot through my veins and I yell out in pain, my eyes blurring. "Scorpio!?! You okay, lad?" I heard Virgo yell at the other side. I shook my head even if he can't see me. I groggily sat up and noticed that I made a dent on my wall. "Look, if you really care about me then why can I hear the pity in your voice? I hate being pitied and you know that. Plus, stop acting like your friends with me!" I shouted. I heard a loud frustrating groan at the other side of my door before shuffling of feet. "Scorpio, call me." Virgo said. I heard loud footsteps echo in the hallways and it soon faded out.
I screamed at the top of my lungs, pulling my black hair in the process. Why did I do something greatly stupid?
It was all a dull day, the clouds grey, and the trees shredding. I walked alone from school, my hood up, and I felt like I'm about to cry. Then I heard a bubbly voice from a distance and I immediately recognize it as Pisces. A sigh left my mouth. I don't want to see her, after punching her best friend. And I know it's wrong to punch a girl, but Cancer was pissing me off. "Scorpio?" I heard Pisces squeak out. From cheery to quiet, I pulled my hood down further. "Go away, Pisces." I mumbled. I felt a hand touch my chin, lifting it and I made eye contact with Pisces' calm blue eyes. I shook my head and harshly removed Pisces' hand. "Scorpio, I don't forgive you. You need to say sorry to Cancer, Sc-" I cut her off by harshly pushing her. She landed on her back and I immediately felt guilty, but I realized that she's pitying me. "Look, Pisces, I don't care if your friend is really hurt right now, got that? And if you ever pity me again, then you and your wimpy friend won't see the sunshine anymore." I shouted. I looked at Pisces' straight at the eyes, her eyes from calm to scared to the core. I hesitantly went on, "And I don't care if I said bad things about Taurus and Capricorn. I don't care if I threatened everyone and nearly stabbed Aqua. And if you don't want to be fri-" I was cut off by Pisces who slapped me. I felt my right cheek sting before looking at her. Her eyes were red and puffy, cheeks red from anger, and tears were pouring down her scared figure. "Goodbye Scorpio, come back to us when you finally realize what you have done." That's when realization hit me.
I sobbed even more. Why did I punch Cancer? Why did I talk badly about Taurus and Capricorn? Why did I threaten everyone? Why did I nearly stab Aquarius? Why did I push Pisces? Why am I so stupid!?
After an hour of sobbing, I finally stopped and changed. I changed into some black jeans, a black shirt under a jean jacket. I put on some boots and fixed my hair. I looked at the mirror, seeing a broken person in front of me. I look horrible, my hair was sticking out, my eyes red and puffy, huge bags under them. I sighed and pulled my hair, gelling it pointedly before putting some light cream that covered my bags. I sighed and got my keys out before heading out the door.
Leo's POV
I'm at a bar near my flat, drinking alcohol. It's now my fourth drink and I feel woozy. I took my first sip before examining the dance floor. A lot of people are either blacked out, grinding someone, or dancing. I looked at all the people who were at the dirty dance floor, I don't recognize any of them but I spoke too soon.
I recognize Scorpio blacked out on the floor. He was holding a glass full of red alcohol, his phone at the other. I examined him more, I know he didn't try much. You could still see the huge bags under his eyes, even though he tried covering it. His figure was so pale that you might mistake him as a ghost. He looked...broken. I don't blame him though, after all the things he did, I don't forgive him. Mainly because he didn't even bother saying sorry.
I decided to go to Capricorn's flat, I just did a bit of turns, passing Gemini's flat, then arrived at Cap's. I knocked on the door a few times before making eye contact with my other friend. Capricorn stood in front of me, wearing her pajamas. "Hey Leo, what made you stop by?" She asked, opening the door wider as I stepped in, kicking my shoes off. "Thought we should have a girl's night, just us? No, I'm trying not to sound weird but it's been a long time since we had those stuff." I explained. Capricorn nodded in understanding before making me wait in the living room. She came back wearing proper clothes before grabbing her beanie off the counter top. I led her to my car and we drove to the mall.
We decided to shop for a bit, buy a drink from Starbucks before heading out. "Bye, Leo. See you at school tomorrow!" Capricorn waved as I drove back home. I reached my flat 20 minutes later, listening to some music that was playing. I finally reached home and I didn't even bother to change into my pajamas. I just hit hard in my bed, falling asleep instantly.
Scorpio's POV
I didn't remember anything last night. I just remember seeing a familiar head of blonde before I passed out. I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing. I checked my phone to see that it was Virgo. It's annoying me majorly, but I still smiled that at least I have one true friend. I didn't pick it up though, I don't want to look like a helpless boy that just dropped his ice cream cone. I rolled out of my bed knowing that I don't want to get late for the thousandth time.
I slung my backpack and headed out, locking my door. I checked my phone to see that it was 5 minutes before school starts. I started running down the hallway, but I accidentally bumped into someone. "Ugh! Can't you see I'm running because I'm late!?! Can't people see?! Or are they just stupidly blind or something?" I said angrily, picking my phone from the ground. I looked up to see shocked green eyes. And I remember those eyes, those belongs to my best mate before I nearly stabbed him. Aquarius. "Aquarius..." I said in disbelief. He looked at me shocked, but then it changed to anger. "Oh, so you seethe your anger at me then say my name in disbelief? What's wrong with you, Scorpio? You changed, a lot!" Aqua bitterly said at me. He turned around, not giving me a second glance.
He has been mistaken. I glared at him and shouted back, "Then what do you expect me to do? Do our handshake and act we're still friends and say sorry? God, it's so freakin' hard to say sorry and you expect me to do it!?! So what if I say your name in disbelief? It's not like I miss playing video games with you instead of doing homework, or smash drunk, or talk about girls, or cause food fights!" He froze at his spot and turned around, then I saw tears fall down like a shower. I also felt a tear fall down, then I ran at him and hugged him out of his life.
"God, I'm sorry!" I mumbled. He pulled away and punched me on my shoulder. "Ow! What's that for!?" I shouted. He chuckled and replied, "For everything. But I do miss you, bro. I just hope you say sorry to everyone." He said, shoving me lightly. I nodded and looked at my phone. "Damn, we're late!" I said. "C'mon, Scorpion!" Aqua yelled at me, already running.
We arrived at school after missing three periods. It's now lunch and I sat alone at the corner again. But this time, Aqua joined me. We talked normally again, but I could sense confused stares my way from my 'friends'.
Aquarius' POV
"But guys, you need to give Scorpio a chance!" I said. Libra shook her head in disappointment, "He didn't even bother saying sorry. Or a simple 'Hey'." I smiled and motioned Scorpio out from his hiding spot. The signs jumped and stared at him. He sighed and started, "I'm deeply sorry for what I have done. I guess I was at the wrong mood of the day and I can't control my anger issues. Can we be friends again? I don't care if you don't forgive me, but I want to let you know that I'm deeply sorry." All of us were shocked, even me. Then Pisces came lunging forward, hugging him like they used to when they were still friends. The next thing I knew, we were huddled up laughing together.
Scorpio really did mean it. I could tell when someone's lying. You know that feeling when you feel something so wrong? That's how I feel when someone is lying.
And Scorpio was not lying.
Thank you R3adingWriting for giving me the idea! I did change it but the main idea is still there. Sorry for all of those switches, I know it's confusing @_@
