Youngjae sat her carefully onto his bed "do you really want to sleep in my bed?" he asked. He watched her head nod "I don't like being alone" she said quietly, he smiled before a light hear rose to his face "I have to change" he whispered. "Could you um close your eyes please?" he asked kindly.
She let out a light laugh as she closed her eyes and buried her face into the pillow letting out a sigh at the soft interior sinking her in. Her body soon laid out onto the bed settling. Unknown to her the lights were turned off but she could feel the sinking of the bed.
She wasn't alone anymore but that's all she could feel. Even though she believe Hoseok loved the feeling of being in control of her, he really cared for her well being. His natural reason to keep her inside was to keep her out of the dangers that occurred in his life. Y/N breathed in heavily, she missed him. She wanted him.
She rolled herself over wiping away the tears she was feeling running down her face, she didn't cry for much this was a rare and all around weird thing for her. She turned to face the boy who already had passed out, the clock read much later than she though it did. It was already 1 AM she must have spaced because she was sure she didn't fall asleep at all. She decided to explore, getting up quietly making sure not to wake Youngjae and headed to the door.
She noticed the hallway lights were still on she didn't know if it meant if anyone was up or not.
Her feet lightly patted against the ground as she began walking. She did the same when she was living with Hoseok. She opened a door quietly light flooded into the room and saw Yugyeom with his head facing away from the door before she closed it again. She then went to the door across from it doing the same she saw Jaebum. Mark was still awake facing away from the door on the computer and she shut it again. Jackson awkwardly sleeping in his bed.
She could guess the last two, Junior was at the far end which left the final door to BamBam.
She could see the light on in his room, she stood there wondering if she would get in or not when it opened. BamBam smiled "I thought I heard someone up" he whispered "I can't sleep" she said "weren't you tired earlier?" he asked her letting her in. She sat onto his bed "I miss him" she tells him "I don't think that you should" he whispered taking a seat beside her. "I think he really does care about me" she whispered looking down "I'm sure he does" he tells her picking up her chin to make her look up at him "but he didn't treat you right, you weren't a human where you were" he tells her.
He looked her over "is it true what they say about you?" he asked "what part?" she asked back. "You're so innocent for a man such as Jung or did he change that?" he said tucking some of the hair behind her ear. She blushed lightly "how does everyone know that?" she asked him moving away slightly "many people know about you because of him.
They know little details about you, never finishing high school being one of the many things we learned, never getting a license, luckily never having his children, never married. Your name isn't really your name anymore is it?" he listed off.
She swallowed hard, he scooted closer "now that I crept you out, I'm going to apologize for it" he whispered grabbing the back of her head lightly. Bringing there faces closer together, this was a moment she had always been curious about never really getting to experience.
He took her not pushing away as a great moment to lean down more his hot breath panned on her lips before he was lightly pushed away.
"You're not Romeo and I'm not Juliet, I'm not falling in love in a week and dying. I'm not going to kiss someone I met today actually a few hours ag-" but he cut her off by pressing his lips onto hers.
He wrapped his arms around her pulling her closer as she melted a bit into the kiss before he pulled away "I'm not asking you to fall inlove with me, I just wanted to see what it was like to kiss something pure and real" he said.
"You're truly something I can say barely exists these days" he continues. She remained silent as she gripped his shirt "you have this power to draw men in, have horrible thoughts of what they could do to a virgin, destroy so much of your innocent nature that you wouldn't even be the same person anymore" he tells her.
"Are you one of them?" she asks "I wouldn't have said it if I didn't think it" he said with a smirk. She smirked up at him "now tell me why I would let you ruin that" she whispers as her fingers journey upwards on his chest. "You would have someone who would be able to pleasure you. Make all those words people say about you stop, make new and more exciting ones start" he says leaning back down and capturing her lips again.
She let his hands wonder getting close to yanking up the borrowed shirt before she pulled away from him completely "now why would I let you ruin my most powerful trait" she laughs as she lays back onto his bed.
