Useless (Newt)

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I pulled the vines for too long, and they ripped..again..great. I huffed and kicked at the ground. I never do anything right.

"Again?" I heard Newt groan behind me.

"It was an accident, I'm so sorry I-"

"You're always messing up (y/n)! You can't ever do anything right! do you really need me to give you step by step instructions on how to work in a garden?!" Newt yelled, clearly frustrated.

Well that hurts, I get that I'm not good at doing anything, but him reminding me only makes me feel worse.

"Okay.." I murmured.

"God, what am I going to do with you!? This is what? You're third time? Where can I put you where you'll actually be useful." Newt continued. By this point, I've had enough.

"Slim it!! Can't you see that I already feel bad enough?! I'm sooo sorry that I'm not used to being stuck in this shuck place, yet! I've been here only 2 months, I'm the only girl for gods sakes! It's a little harder to get used to that Newt! I don't need a shank like you reminding me how useless I am!" I yelled at him, half angry-half hurt.

His facial features changed, they were no longer red with anger, they had softened.

"(Y/n) I'm-"

"I really don't want to hear it, Newt." I say while throwing my hands up.

"I'll find a place where I'll be more useful."

"No, (y/n) I didn't-" I cut him off again,

"No." I shake my head, "you can't take back what you said. You said it, because you were thinking it. So anything like "I didn't mean it" won't work. Sorry for messing up all the time, but don't you worry! I won't be around here anymore, bye." I said before letting my shovel fall to the ground.

I walked away from him, and looked for the only person I could think of-Minho.

I realized they wouldn't be back for another 3 hours or so, so I waited by the entrance of the Maze. It was a long wait, but I needed to talk to someone, and he was the only other person I could think of, usually it was Newt but he acts strange toward me sometimes.

I sat down right in front of the entrance looking inside, what is beyond these walls?

You could find out, just step inside and run. My conscious told me. I shook my head, trying to shake that part of my mind away, but it was useless. I felt the urge to step inside.

Somehow, I found myself standing up. If I could just cross the line, maybe I'll find the courage to continue going deeper into the maze.

But then I would be breaking the rules..

Although, that didn't seem to matter to me. I let one of my feet cross the line. It was still far from actually being fully inside, but that didn't matter I was closer to letting myself fully go.

"No!" I heard his voice in the distant. I shifted my body and saw him running towards me, his limp causing him to go slower than how he could probably really go.

I turned around and faced the Maze again. Beyond these walls, is an exit.

I let both feet step inside.

"No!! (Y/n) don't do it!!!" Newt yelled again, this time much closer. Without looking back I yelled,

"It's the only way I can help Newt!" Then, I began to sprint.

Part two ?? { Comment !! :) }
Anyways, I tried the first person point of view, how is it??
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