That Crazy Ex Girlfriend (COMPLETED)

Chapter 18

ZANE POV

Love is overrated, It was just a series of heartbreaks. Love is so powerful, it will harm you without any warning. Love always start in a perfect beginning but not everyone has a happy ending. Love is not something that you can simply erase no matter how hard you try. Love is not always worth fighting for. 

and love is complicated.

Maybe love is not for me

for now . . .

But soon, when the right man come at the right time with right Love.

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kagaya ng dati, nandito ako ngayon sa garden namin habang nakaupo sa damuhan. Nakatingala sa langit at nag bibilang ng stars, but unlike before im not wishing for somebody. Tonight Im wishing for someone, someone who really meant for me.

Bukas mag sisimula ang bagong kabanata ng buhay ko, after The Talented Elites the A network asked me if I want to be their new DJ in my own segment on radio and I said yes. Isa din ako sa mga bagong singer ng network at may i la-launch akong album after kong ma finalize ang mga songs. Sobrang laki ng suporta sakin ng pamilya ko sa naging desisyon ko na ipagpatuloy ang career ko sa musika kahit na alam kong kailangan ako ng mga magulang ko sa kumpanya. I know my parents want me to start a new beginning, and that's what Im doing now.

That night when Im hoping for a sign God answered the sign that Im asking. Akala ko yun na nga ang totoong sign, pero that night pag balik nya sa table after ng kanta nya nag paalam sya na kailangan na daw nyang bumalik ng states this month. Aasikasuhin daw nya yung bagong branch nila doon. Siguro, yung sign na binigay sakin mali dahil meron talagang sagot sa tanong ko.

Nahiga ako sa damuhan at kinuha ang headset ko, tinodo ko ang volume, huminga ako ng malalim at saka pinindot ang PLAY

"There's a girl livin' in this town

She's got her head up in the sky
But her feet are on the ground
There's a girl livin on my street
She knows outside her little world
Somehow ends are gonna meet
And when the road gets kinda rough
She keeps one thing in mind
The longest journey always starts with one step at a time" have you ever wonder why life is unfair? Bakit ang iba one shot lang nandyan na yung taong para sa kanila. Bakit yung mga manloloko at siraulo hindi parin nakakarma hanggang ngayon, bakit lagi nalang naiiwan ang ibang tao? At bakit hindi pwedeng mag sama ang nag mamahalan naman?

"And this girl's seen a lot of pain

But this girl's gonna smile again
She knows that a flower grows every time it rains
And this girl's got a lot of dreams
She knows that tomorrow's ain't what it seems
She might not solve a mystery tonight
But this girl's gonna be alright" have you ever wonder why God allow us to be with someone who will caused us pain? For us to learn? We can learn without hurting, Bakit ang iba hindi naman kasing hirap ng pinag dadaanan ko ang pinag daanan nila? Bakit sa iba napakadali ng sitwasyon? May favoritism ba si tadhana?

"There's a girl walkin' in these shoes

And she knows that everything she's got is all she's got to lose
There's a dream right behind these eyes
And she finds a reason to be strong
With every tear she dries
Tryin' hard to fight the way things are
So she leaves her world behind
When the sound of doubt is turned up so loud
She turns the music up inside" have you ever wonder where is your happy ever after? Have you ask your self kung deserve mo ba lahat ng pain na nararanasan mo?