Rajveer and Naina FF: Drenched In Your Love

Chapter 35 (B)

Thank you @Manisha_Nayak for This beautiful cover.....

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Rajveer: Ye sach hai ki iss ghar se meri bahut sari yaadein Judi hai, lekin wo sari yaadein achi nahi hai.... Yaha maine Apna bachpan bitaya hai... Yaha meri mere maa papa ke saath bahut sari yaadein hai.... Lekin meri un yaadon me se ek yaad us din ki bhi hai jab maine unhe hamesha ke liye kho diya tha....

His pain was visible in his voice, which was felt by Naina and thus she made her grip tight on him to support him, to tell him that she is there with him and now e is not alone.....

"unke jaane ke baad iss ghar me maine khuli aankhon se humesha unke saath bitaye apne kusbsurat lamho ko dekha hai... Lekin jab bhi aankhen band ki hai to bas wahi manzar nazar aata hai, jab unhe safed chadar me lapetkar laya gaya tha... Main to yaha unka besabri se intzaar kar raha tha, aur wo aaye lekin mujhe humesha ke liye akela chodkar jaane ke liye....Wo pal... Wo pal main yaad nahi karna chatha Naina lekin wo pal main bhul bhi nahi sakta... Us ek pal ne mujhse mera sab kuch chin liya, mere maa papa, mera bachpan, mera sukoon sab kuch...".

Naina felt Rajveer shaking and her shoulder getting wet, she realised that he was crying silently while remembering those painful moments or to say he was reliving those painful moments... She felt his pain.. She knew that how painful it is to see d most loved person of your life dead... As she too lived dat moment... She too was waiting for her brother but what came was his dead body, which killed Naina too, killed d childish, pampered, innocent girl inside her and what left was just a sister, an angry sister who wanted to destroy everything and everyone who snatched her brother from her and in that even was ready to destroy herself...

But today she was feeling Rajveer's pain, pain of dat small little boy who lost his parents in just a moment and became orphan... She felt that her pain is so small in front of Rajveer's pain, as her parents were der with her to support her or to share her grief... even tough she didn't share her pain with them or anyone, but at least she knew that she has someone with whom she can share her pain whenever she wants......but Rajveer, he was all alone and that to he lost his parents when he was just a child, when he needed them most....

But what astonished her was d fact dat even having so much pain inside him, how he presented himself in front of others... How he never let his pain to come out in front of others, how he never let his pain to take over his senses, how calm, compose, sensible he stays. How he supports others, guide them, laugh with others, share Others pain but never let anyone know about his pain.... How he present himself as d most ideal man, d man who is just perfect and whose life is perfect too..... Today she felt so small in front of Rajveer... As Rajveer was always der to share her pain.. He did his best to lessen her pain.. But she wasn't even aware of his pain... She was so consumed by her pain that she never saw his pain, his longing, his loneliness....