Rajveer and Naina FF: Drenched In Your Love

Chapter 23

Rajveer and naina are now driving back to Kma... naina's right hand is entwined with Rajveer's left hand.. Her head is on his shoulder and right hand is encircled around Rajveer's left hand, while Rajveer is driving the jeep... Both have small sweet smile on their faces... Both are silent because both want to feel this moment and also because these two doesn't need words to talk, as their silence speak so much for them.... Both are about to reach the Kma, but like in the morning this time too, Rajveer stops the jeep few meters back from Kma. Naina gets surprised and lifts her head from his shoulder...

Naina: aapne jeep yaha kyu rok di? Rajveer don't tell me ki hum abhi bhi ek saath nahi jaane wale? Naina said with sad expression..

Rajveer can feel the sadness in her voice.. He too wants to be with her but he knows that duty comes first..... He holds her both hands in his..

Rajveer: Naina mujhe khud acha nahi lag raha aise tumse baar baar door jana, par tum to janti ho na ki hum apne personal reasons ki wajah se apne mission ko kisi problem main nahi daal sakte.. We are soldiers first and for us our duty comes first... right...hmm??

Naina: janti hu main ki hum soldiers hai, par kya karu Rajveer, jab bhi aapse door hone ki baat hoti hai to bahut dar lagta hai... abhi taka apse door hi to rahi hu... itni door ki mujhe yeh tak pata nahi tha ki aap hai bhi ya nahi... aur ab jab aap mujhe mile hai to phir mujhe aapse baar baar door hona padta hai...aapse door hone ke khyal se hi bahut dar lagta hai Rajveer... I know ki I m a soldier and I shouldn't be afraid and for us duty comes first but I don't know.... I just.. just don't want to lose you again Rajveer.... Aapke saath main maut ka bhi saamna karne se nahi darongi, par aapke door jaane ka khayal hi mujhe bahut dara deta hai Rajveer... Main kaise samjhao... I don't know....

By now Naina was having tears in her eyes and she looks down....She was unable to make herself understand, unable to make Rajveer understand.... But she should realize that she doesn't need to explain anything to Rajveer or make him understand her pov, as Rajveer knows her in and out and can easily understand her and her inner turmoil... He gently lifts up her face and turns her face towards him... and then very gently he rubs off her tears with his thumbs and while cupping her face says

Rajveer: Naina... tumhe mujhe kuch samjhane ki jaroorat nahi , kyunki main tumhari feelings ache se samjhta hu, aur yakeen mano jo tum feel kar rahi ho wahi mujhe bhi feel ho raha hai... mujhe bhi tumse yu baar baar door jan acha nahi lag raha... mujhe bhi tumse door jate hue dar lagta hai, Naina, because I too don't want to lose you again ever in my life and that's why it's my promise to you and to myself that we are not going to lose each other... we will be together always... now no one and I mean it no one will be able to separate us.... It's just a matter of few days where we have to bear all this... par Naina alag hokar bhi to hum alag nahi hai.. 4 saal hum ek dosre se itne door the, to ab to hum ek dosre ke pass hi hai.... Haa hume abhi thoda pretend karna hoga aise jaise ki hum ek dusre ko nahi jaante, but its' just for few days naina... aur phir main hu to yahi na tumhare pass... hmm...

Rajveer explains her lovingly and naina too understand her Rajveer sir's pov....It's only Rajveer who can make naina understand something, otherwise she is very stubborn and a hard nut to crack...

Rajveer: aur waise bhi aapse kisne keh diya ki main aapse door ja raha hu... Captain Naina ahh singh, abhi abhi to hume aap jaisi khoobsurat ladki ka saath aur pyaar nasib hua hai, to hum aapse door kaise reh sakte hai, hmm? Aur waise bhi chahe Rajveer shekhawat ho ya Arjun Rathore, dono ko hi aapke pass rehne ke bahut se tarike aate hai.... So capt... don't worry, aapke yeh Major aapko apne se kahi door nahi jane denge... Rajveer says this to lighten her mood...and get success in bringing smile on Naina's face... Naina smiles and hugs him tightly... He too hugs her tightly... because even though he explained her calmly, but he too wants to be with her and afraid of their distance and is very desperate and frustrated, but he can't show his fears to her and he knows that they need to act mature and with patience, as they can't risk their mission for their personal feelings....