Rajveer and Naina FF: Drenched In Your Love

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Naina and Rajveer are still hugging each other.... They still have tears in their eyes. But the difference is that these tears are no longer due to pain and suffering, but these tears belong to the peace and contentment which they both felt after many years.... These tears will mark the beginning of their happiness... their new future....together.....forever....

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After sometime:

Rajveer and naina are sitting on the floor, with their back resting on the wall.... Naina's head is on Rajveer's shoulder.... Rajveer's head is resting slightly on Naina's head....Rajveer is hugging naina and keeping her close to himself by keeping his right hand on her shoulder, to press her to him.....naina's left hand is circling Rajveer's waist from back.... Whereas her right hand is in Rajveer's left hand.... Rajveer is making circle on Naina's knuckles with his thumb... They both are silent.... But this silent is not an uncomfortable one.... Rather they are comfortable, calm and in peace, which they didn't feel in past many years.....

Rajveer while entwining his left hand with her right hand: Naina....

Naina while looking at their entwined hands: hmm

Rajveer kisses on her forehead..: thank you

When Rajveer kisses Naina on her forehead she closes her eyes to relish that feeling ..... But after hearing thank you she opens her eyes.... She looks at him quizzically...

Naina while looking at him: thank you for what???/

Rajveer: main tumhe kis kis baat ke liye tqq bolu Naina.... Jo kuch bhi tumne mere liye kiya hai, un sab ke badle tqqq to kuch bhi nahi hai..... but phir bhi kehna chatha hu, tqqq Tqqq for everything...., tqqq for proving me innocent... tqqq for giving back my respect..... tqqq for fighting for me.... And most importantly thank you for giving me my peace back.....thank you for bringing me out of my guilt..... Thank you for making me realize that I m not a....... you know from that day (Naveen's death) not even for one second I was in peace... with Naveen my peace, my happiness , everything went with him.... Whenever I used to see myself in mirror, I was not able to look into in my eyes.... Because whenever I tried, I didn't see myself, I only saw a man, who shoot Naveen, who killed him.... But today.... Today you made me realized that I m not the culprit.... I didn't kill Naveen..... Your forgiveness, your words gave me the peace which I lost with Naveen.... Tumhari wajah se aaj ke baad main na sirf duniya se nazre mila paonga, balki apne aap se bhi nazre mila paonga.... Ab jab bhi main apne aap ko aaine me dekhonga to mujhe Naveen ka katil nahi dikhega, balki Naveen ka dost, uska Veeru dikhega.... Thank you naina... Tumne mujhe mujhko lautaya hai.... Aur ab jab tum mere saath ho, ab jab mujhe yeh ehssas hai ki maine Naveen ko nahi maara, to ab main iss puri duniya ka samna kar sakta hu.... Ab kisi ke bhi yeh kehne se ki maine Naveen ko maara hai, main apni nazre jhukaonga nahi.... Balki nazre utha kar kahonga ki maine apne dost ko nahi maara..... Chahe mujh par ilzam lagane wala chauhan ho ya koi aur, ab main kisi ke ilzam ko sahi sabit nahi hone donga..... Aur yeh sirf tumhari wajah se hua hai Naina.... So tqqq soo much.... Naina..... Tqqq (while saying this he brings their entwined hands close to his face and kisses on Naina's knuckles....

Naina smiles a little and makes her grip stronger on their entwined hands: aap mujhe tqqq bol rahe hai, jabki maine to kuch kiya bhi nahi.... Sab aapne hi to kiya hai.... Aaj main job hi hu aapki wajah se hu.... Aapne mujhe bataya ki ek acha soldier kya hota hai?? Jab main KMA me aayi thi to mere andar sirf gussa tha, nafrat thi iss systm ke liye, un sab ke liye jinhone mere bhaiya ke saath dhoka kiya tha... lekin wo gussa wo nafrat unlogo ko nahi balki mujhe hi nuksaan aucha rahi thi.... Aapne mujhe mere gusse aur nafrat pe control karna sikhaya.... Mere gusse aur nafrat ko sahi disha di... aapne mujhe bataya ki mujhe ek acha sipahi sirf apne bhaiya ke liye hi nahi balki apne desh ke liye banana hai..... aapne mujhe patience rakhna sikahya..... main to apne gusse aur jaldbazi ki wajah se KMA se kab ki nikal di gayi hoti.... Wo to aap the, jinhone mujhe har baar bachaya.... Aapne mujhe sikhaya tha ki jung me ek sipahi ko sirf ladna nahi hota balki usse kabhi kabhi intzaar bhi karna padta hai, sahi time ka..... aage badne ke liye kabhi kabhi humme apne kadam piche bhi lene padte hai...agar aaj main ek achi soldier hu to wo aapki wajah se... aapki sikh ki wajh se.... agar main kuch bhi kar paayi, bhaiya aur aapko innocent prove kar paayi to wo sirf isliye kyunki aapne mujhe iss kabil banaya hai sir..... so tqqqq.....tqqq soo much for teaching me.... I m blessed to have u as my mentor..