Rajveer and Naina FF: Drenched In Your Love

Chapter 11

First of alll very sorry for late update, but as i told you my mom's health was not gud... and thank you to all of you for being so understanding and having pateince..

now my mom is somewhat better and i got time, so here is the update...  i hope you all will enjoy... plzzz comment and let me know how u found my update...

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CHAPTER 11:

Arjun Rathore's room: Major Arjun baithe huai the sofe par, kisi bahut hi gheri soch main dikh rahe hai, par ek chiz ya yun kaha jaye ki ek emotion jo unke face pe saaf saaf dikh raha hai wo hai dard, aur bebasi, Dard jo unhe Naina ko dekh kar ho raha hai, Naina ke dard ko mahssos karne se ho raha hai. Aur bebasi is baat se ki wo chah kar bhi Naina ke iss dard ko door nahi kar pa rahe.

Arjun's pov: Naina,... Kitna dard tum sah rahi ho, yeh tumhari aankhe saaf batati hai. Jab se Alekh se tumhare barre me pata chala hai, tab se main kaise khud ko rok raha hu, yeh mujhe hi pata hai. Main tumhare har dard ko dur karna chahta hu. Tumhe wo saari khusiyan dena chahta hu, jo tumhe kabhi nahi mili or jinki umeed tak karni tumne chod di hai.. Kabse tumse milna chahta tha, tumhe ek baar dekhna chahta tha, par Aaj jab tumhare itne pass hu, tum meri aankho ke saamne ho, main tumse mil nahi pa raha. Chah kar bhi tumhare aansoon ko door nahi kar pa raha. Par waada karta hu Naina, bas kuch din aur, phir main tumhare saare dard door kardonga, tumhare chehre ki wo muskurahat jo kho gayi hai, wo main wapis lakar rahonga. Yeh waada hai mera tumse, khud se.

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Naina is sitting on her bed. She is having Rajveer's diary in her hand.

Naveen's Voice: Meri behen Naina, rooj ki tarah baithi hai, Raj ki diary apne haath me lekar padne ke liye. Pichle 4 saalo se har raat ko Raj ki diary panda yeh uski aadat ban gayi hai, ya yu kaha jayye ki uski jarrorat. Na jaane kitni baar wo Raj ki diary ko pad chuki hai, par phir bhi baar baar padti hai. Pade bhi kyu na aakhir ab ye diary hi to hai, jo usse uske Rajveer sir ki feelings ke bare me batati hai, yeh diary hi hai, jo usse wo ankhae aur adhoore sahbdo ke bare main batati hai, jo kabhi raj usse nahi keh saka. Har baar yeh diary padne ke baad wo khud se yahi puchati hai ki, uske rajveer sir usse itna pyaar kaise kar sakte hai? Aur kaise wo unke is pyaar ko kabhi samajh nahi paayi, kaash agar usne unke pyaar ko samajh liya hota, to wo shayad aaj uske saath hota. Usse khud pe gussa aata hai ye jankar ki usne kitna dard diya hai, kitni taklif phochai hai Raj ko, kitna hurt kiya hai usse, phir bhi Raj ne agar khuch kiya hai to wo hai Naina se beintehaan pyaar. Koi insaan kaise kissi se itna pyaar kar sakta hai, wo bhi tab jab saamne wala aapko sirf taklif ke siwa khuch na de? Kaise Raj usse itna selflessly pyaar kar sakta hai, bina Naina se pyaar pane ki ummed ke?

Raj's Diary: AAj mera Kma me pehla din tha, as a teacher. Sach kaho to KMA me wapis aana, mujhe kitna taklif de raha hai, yeh main hi janta ho. Sab khuch waisa hi hai, jaisa pehle tha., BC ke discipline se lekar , Major Niar ke ladkiyan kabhi soldiers nahi ban sakti ke raag se lekar, Suriji ke haath ke behtreen kahane tak, sab kuch pehle jaisa hi hai. Agar kuch nahi hai to wo hai Mera dost Naveen. Ajeeb baat hai ki jis KMA ke har ek kone se Naveen ke yaadein jodi hai, ussi KMA me uske naam tak lene ko gunah mana jaat hai. Par ye wada hai mera khud se, mere dost se ki main usse innocent prove karke rahonga. Is KMA main jahan use traitor kehkar beizzat kiya jata hai, issi KMA ki wall of Fame pe main uski tasveer wapis lagakar rahonga. Naveen ke gunhegaro ko sazza dilana hi meri zindagi ka maksad hai, ab bas mujhe yeh makasad pura karma hai.

Naveen, mera dost, jiski yaadon ko main apne dil main kaid karke rakhna chahta ho, nahi chahta ki kabhi wo bahar aaye, kyunki wo yaadein apne saath ache palo ke saath saath wo dardnaak pal bhi le kar aati hai jo meri zindagi ki sabse kadvi sachai hai. Aisi sachai jise main pichle 4 saalo se bhulana chahta hu, jisne mujhe ek pal ke iye bhi chain se rehne nahi diya, jo mujhe raat ko sone nahi deti. Naveen, wo khud to chala gaya, apne dard se aazad ho gaya, par mujhe zindagi bhar ka dard de gaya. Wo dard jo mere bardasht se bahar hai, par phir bhi mujhe uske saath jina hai. Main kitna uss hadse ko bhulna chahta hu, uss dard ko bhulana chahta hu, par meri kismet main dard na ho yeh bhala kaise ho sakta hai. Rajveer Singh Shekhawat bana hi hai zindagi bhar dard sehne ke liye. Isliye main jitna KMA se door rehna chatha tha, mujhe yaha aana hi pada, apne desh ke liye, aur apne dost ko uska insaaf dilane ke liye bhi. Kyunki main janta hu ki Naveen ke beghunai ke sabot agar kahi mil sakte hai to wo KMA me hi mil sakte hai.