After coming inside the room, Naina was crying... She was hurt but she was hurt to see Rajveer hurting himself and punishing him for Naveen's death... There was a time when Naina hated him for killing Naveen, but after understanding in what circumstances he took that decision, after coming to know about Naveen's mental and physical condition at that time and after knowing Rajveer's guilt for taking that step, she realized that the step Rajveer took at that time, was appropriate according to the situation. She realised that if she would have been on Rajveer's place and her brother would have requested her, begged her for freeing him from that painful life, and then may be she would have also taken that step... After all she loves her brother, loves him enough to not to see him in pain, to not to see him dying at every moment, to not to see him defeated from his painful life... She has accepted and realised that it was not Rajver who killed her brother, it was Lala Gehlot because of whom her brother was accused to be a traitor, it was because of him her brother was tortured brutally, it was because of him her brother was broken, physically, mentally, emotional.. If there was someone to be blamed for Naveen's death then It was Dr. Ritu, who played with naveen's trust and his feelings. It was Ritu who cheated her brother. If she wouldn't have come into Naveen's life then his brother would have been alive, would have been living happily... Rajveer was not the one responsible for Naveen's death... If he was responsible for anything, then for freeing Naveen from his painful life, freeing him from that torture and for giving him a peaceful death... Yes Naina took her time to understand this, to realised this... But she also realised one more thing that is Rajveer gave her brother his peace by freeing him from every pain, from every accusation, but in all that he lost his peace... From the moment he shot naveen, he is living in guilt... He is frustrated from himself... He blamed himself for killing his best friend, from snatching Naina's brother from her, from snatching their son from Naina's parents... From Rajveer's diary she has felt Rajveer's pain, his helplessness, his anger towards himself... She knows that Rajveer had sacrificed everything, his every happiness for proving Naveen's innocence... Rajveer freed Naveen but what he got in return... Accusation, guilt, sleepless nights, nightmares, her and her family's blame, their hatred... What Rajveer did for Naveen no one can do that for anyone... If Rajveer wanted then he would have lived his life without any guilt, after all Naveen was running from the army, he was an absconder and declared a traitor.. If not Rajveer then somebody else would have shot him and that somebody else wouldn't have felt guilty instead he would have felt proud for killing a traitor... And moreover it was Naveen who forced Rajveer to shot him... But Rajveer was a true friend... He believed in Naveen's innocence when nobody believed... He wanted to save him and did everything in his power to save him, when even his relatives and other friends abandoned him... and in the last Rajveer freed Naveen by accepting lifelong pain and guilt for himself... And if Rajveer wouldn't have disclosed this truth to Naina then she wouldn't have ever come to know about this... But still he told the truth to her... He knew that she would hate him... He knew that he won't be able to see her hating him... He knew that he loves her and if he discloses this truth to her then he will lost her for forever... But still he chose to disclose the truth, accepted Naina's hatred, her anger... Naina's has realised Rajveer's selfless love for her and for her brother... She has realised that Rajveer has suffered a lot and sacrificed everything for her brother and for her... She was feeling guilty for hating him... But she was feeling so much pain by seeing Rajveer feeling guilty for Naveen's death, for punishing himself... He sacrificed his everything and now he even sacrificed his love too... His love, his naina for whom he did everything, he sacrificed her too, and why? because her parents blames him for their son's death, his friend hates him for his friend's death, and moreover he himself feels guilty for shooting naveen, for snatching naina's brother form her, for giving her pain... today Naina is crying, feeling devastated but not for her but for Rajveer... She knew that Rajveer suffered a lot throughout his life, how much more he is going to suffer?... She knows he sacrificed his everything for her, for her brother, how much more is he going to sacrifice?? She knows that he has bear a lot of pain, how much more pain is he going to bear????
But Naina has now decided that it has to end, Rajveer's pain, his suffering has to end... She knew that Rajveer won't think about him, so she only has to think about him... So now Naina has decided that she will do everything to end Rajveer's pain, his suffering and most importantly his guilt for Naveen's death... She has decided that now it's her turn to do something for him... she decided that she will do everything to make him happy, to make his life peaceful... He has sacrificed his everything, but from now he won't be sacrificing anything... In fact she will do everything to return everything which he sacrificed... That involves his peace, his happiness and most importantly his love... Today Naina has taken a decision... We can see a determination in Naina's eyes.. The same determination which was there when she came to KMA to prove her brother's innocence... But there is one change... At that time she was angry, immature and took decisions in her anger... But now she is mature, calm and composed... And most importantly she loves Rajveer madly, deeply and irrevocably... This time she won't be taking any decision in haste or in anger... Rather this time she will do everything with love for her love...
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Outside Rajveer is sitting on sofa helplessly... He doesn't know what he should do... It's true that he realised that he has hurt Naina a lot...He realized that he took wrong decision 2 years ago by leaving Naina alone, by sacrificing her and her love, by not revealing her that he is alive... it's true that at that time he sacrificed her but now after knowing her love for him, after seeing the depth of her love, he doesn't want to lose her... He never tried to get her, never expressed his love, but somewhere in his heart he always hoped, hoped against his hope that one day, may be one day he will get his love, may be one day Naina too will love him and now when he knows that Naina's loves his he doesn't want to lose her love... Rajveer has lived his life alone... He was always a loner... An orphan... He didn't have anyone to call his... Naveen was closest to him... Naveen was not just a friend for him but was more like a brother... With naveen he felt he too has someone to call his... With Naveen he felt he belonged to someone... Apart from Naveen, if someone was there who he called his family then it was Lala Gehlot... He was not only a mentor for him but was like a father figure... But what a fate he had... His father figure snatched his brother like friend from him... He lost his friend in such a painful way that he was scared... Scared to accept someone as his, scared for losing that someone is that painful way again... Rajveer didn't have his family and love... Once he came close to loving someone but that someone chose her career, her life, her ambition and a luxurious life then to being with him and live a simple life... After Naveen's death there was no one in his life... Due to his guilt he maintained his distance from his other friend Capt. Abhimanyu Rai Cahuhan... He distanced himself from everyone, from every happiness.. He had only one mission in his life and that is to prove Naveen's innocence and punish who were responsible for Naveen's pain... Who tortured his friend that much, that the person, who always believed in living life to the fullest, was begging him to kill him... He wanted to punish those because of whom he had to shot Naveen... But then Naina came in his life... After realizing who Naina was and after gaining each other's trust, Naina became too important for him... From then Rajveer has one more mission in his life that is too keep Naina happy, to make her that same Naina, about whom Naveen used to tell him...He wanted to fulfill her every wish... He wanted to see her happy, wanted to see her smiling and living a normal and peaceful life... He never realized that when Naina became too important for him... When her happiness became the sole motive of his life...Naina unknowingly became the closest to him... Someone with whom he always felt happy... always felt peaceful, always got this feeling of having a family... In past when he liked one girl, then Rajveer was aware that he is interested in that girl and that girl too showed interest in him... But it was attraction not love... It didn't reach the stage of love... But with Naina he never came to know that he is interested in her, that he is getting attracted to her, may be bacause it was never an attraction... His feelings for Naina were far more then attraction... He didn't realize his interest in her, rather he realized that he loves her... It was love from always, no attraction, nothing, straightforward love...But he always thought that he can never have Naina as his... So he never tried to get her... But after loosing Naina almost 2 times, after realizing that it is impossible for him to live without her, after realizing that he is not only making himself to suffer but also making Naina to suffer, to bear that pain of separation... the one whom he always wanted to be happy, to keep her happy, he became the reason of her pain, her suffering... After tasting that pleasurable hope of having his Naina as his, now he doesn't want to bear the painful separation... He knew that this time he is at fault... But he knew that both he and naina loves each other so much, sooo much that it hurts... He realizedthat he sacrificed her many times but not now, this time he won't sacrifice her... He realized that both Naina and he suffered a lot, made many sacrifices, and lost so much, so this time they won't sacrifice each other... They won't loose each other... He is determined to get his Naina back... To win her love. !!!!!!!!! But at this moment he was clueless... The master of strategy and communication has no strategy for wooing his love back... He is not having any idea that how he should communicate with Naina and how he should communicate his real feelings to her... How he should make her realize that she means everything to him, that he doesn't want to loose her... He is clueless at this moment and feeling helpless...
