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I've been really lonely lately as I said before I've had too much time by myself and sometimes....I attempt to do suicide but I think about the people that need me...and how it will be when I'm gone....but I just need someone to talk to because my one friend (I won't say who) but I think they hate me, I sent out the image that I'm ignoring one person when really wattpad's being a jerk, and oh best of all!! My girlfriend let's call her Cindy (not real name) she was my light in all my darkness she was my everything until....her parents found out we were talking and banned us from talking to each other (same sex relationship) and ever since then...I've been miserable lonely my depression got worse I think about how things would have been if I were dead I think about things if I were a guy would she still love me? She would be able to talk to me...but most of you really don't care most of just say "hey if I follow her she'll follow me back!" I know it's true don't lie it's okay.....I'm used to being used...