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i'm scared (part 2)

hey it's the girl you know the girl that wrote the i'm scared chapter yeah you the emo snob hey let's listen for fun shall we??  

I'm scared of being hurt over and over and over again going back to the same people thinking that they'll change they'll help me but when really they use me for a boast of ego while i'm TRAPPED in this endless world of pity knowing there is no way out....I'm scared of knowing that when i'm released from the prison i call school i will alone a wondering like a puppy lost in New York and no one will pick me up because they think i'm disgusting they think that i can fend for myself...no...i'm scared feeling smaller than everyone when really i'm the same size comparing myself to other people thinking that i'm better thinking that i have a chance of out shinning them thinking that i can stand above when really they can step right on me...Now I've made things worse I've made people think I hate them over a simple video I'm a fucking worthless piece of-

Whoa hey now we were kidding we didn't mean to make you feel sad but really it's your own fault

Oh yes it's always my fault when it really isn't my fault when other people are to blame oh but me being stupid I sit there and take it like a fucking idiot. Stop asking for help no one will help you if you want something done do it yourself listen to me now because really I learned it the hard way I learned that people will step on you like trash if you don't fit in. I'm not saying try and fit in what I'm saying it don't fit in stay quiet open up your eyes and see the horrible world this land really is because if you speak up you will get drag to the ground like me but I've been drag to hell!

Zada...