I watched as she slept in my arms peacefully. I was consumed with love for my wife. Bella was perfect down to the last detail. We both abandoned our careers and just enjoyed the rest of our days making love and living in the moment. We did not have much time left. I felt it in my heart, soon she will be taken from me, and then I shall die from grief.
I have not told Bella what I know, I do not want to burden her with the knowledge that we only had a few days left and then she will be taken from me. I choked back a sob, she is the most beautiful creature that ever walked on this planet. What will I do once she is gone? How will I live without her, now that I love her more than I love my own life?
I am the mighty warrior, but Bella is stronger than I am. She laughs when I cry, and she tells me not to worry, she says that she is not afraid to die. She says to look for her in spirit. I am sick to my stomach thinking about the day she will die. I would kill myself if I could, but I can not die.
My heart twisted with pain and this time I allowed the tears to flow down my face. I will avenge her death, and let the spiritual realm feel my vengeance! I will destroy earth and show the Council that two can play the same game. I will create earthquakes, and hurricanes, I will make every volcano on earth erupt, I will grab the stars in the night sky and throw them on earth! Oh yes, they will all feel my vengeance and know that they can not destroy me and think that they can get away with it!
Bella stirred in my arms, fluttered open her eyes and smiled up at me.
"My heart." I said in a husky tone.
Bella narrowed her eyes and asked, "why are you crying, has the time come?" She asked, as if a knife did not just slice my heart open with her words!
"No my love, I was just counting all the ways that I love you, and got emotional." I lied.
"You are lying, the time is almost near, I can feel it! Why do you hide this fact from me, have I not told you a hundred times that I am not scared?" She said, her voice held a hint of anger in it. "Do you not trust me enought to tell me the truth? Do you think I am not woman enough to handle it?" She said, and her words sliced through my heart.
"To me you are more than enough!" I said, in a broken voice. "You are my everything!"
Bella looked up at me with emotional eyes, and said, "I love you husband."
And that is all that was needed to be said. I made love to my wife till the wee hours of the morning, until she fell asleep again, exhausted and satisfied.
The final countdown has started. There was no way to turn back the clock. I cried till my eyes dried out, and my heart turned to stone.
I made a mental list of what I will destroy first when she is gone!!!! May God help anyone in my way!
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