Waiting here for someone
Only yesterday we were on the run
You smile back at me and your face lit up the sun
Now I'm waiting here for someone
And oh, love, do you feel this rough?
Why's it only you I'm thinking of
My shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
And tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?
Is it too much to ask?
Someone's moving outside
The lights come on and down the drive
I forget you're not here when I close my eyes
Do you still think of me sometimes?
And oh, love, watch the sun coming up
Don't it feel fucked up we're not in love
My shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
And tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?
My shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
And tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
My shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
And tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?
It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?
It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?
*Dean's P.O.V*
She wasn't there when I woke up. I rolled over and she was gone.
It has been happening for a while. For months. The one person that I wanted in my life was gone and there was no reason as to why she was gone. Nothing bad had happened. At least that is what I think.
Was I more happy than she was?
I don't even know.
Did she move on and I didn't even know? I don't even know why but I feel like that's the case. I never seen her around anymore. She doesn't work where I work anymore. She got released.
Maybe she fell out of love with me.
I wish she was here so that I can have some clue as to what is wrong with her. I wanted to help in any way as possible because I loved her. I loved (Y/N). I still do.
I wanna go take a nice walk. Maybe I can clear my head a bit and maybe just forget about it but we all know that won't happen a bit. I have been doing too much thinking lately and my friends seem to notice. They always try to cheer me up the best way they can.
Roman always wants to take me to bars and get a cold one. But it never really works because I am always thinking about her. The bar is actually where we first met and that was kinda how our relationship started.
Seth always wants food and ask me to go with him. But it doesn't always help because he always wants pizza and pizza reminds me of her because when we were in the hotel, we always order pizza because it was always her request and I could never say no to her.
So I left the hotel and was just on the sidewalk.
It was a little cold so it was a good thing that I had a jacket on. There was a little breeze to add a bit more to the cold weather that was going on but I didn't mind it. It felt quite nice actually. I am use to this kind of stuff and she was too.
