Mmhm...
Mmhm...
Nobody ever knows
Nobody ever sees
I left my soul
Back there now I'm too weak
Most nights I pray for you to come home
Praying to the Lord
Praying for my soul
Now please don't go
Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go
Mmhm...
Cause I don't ever want to know
Don't ever want to see things change
Cause when I'm living on my own
I wanna take it back and start again
Most nights I pray for you to come home
Praying to the Lord
Praying for my soul
Now please don't go
Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go
(Oh oh oh)
I sent so many messages you don't reply!
(Oh oh oh)
I gotta figure out what am I missing babe!
Singing now (Oh oh oh)
And I need you now, I need your love!
(Oh oh oh)
Now please don't go (Oh, no)
I said well most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't
Please don't go
Please don't go
Please don't go (Oh no)
Please don't go (Oh no)
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go
Mmhm...
*Dean's P.O.V*
Dear Dean,
The impossible had happened. I didn't even know how it had happened. Everything was going so well and then boom, it was gone. The world that we live in is much more deserving in having more love and happiness. We've built on what we had before. We've struggled but we were able to overcome the obstacles. I didn't want to do this because the pain would only increase between the two of us. But I figure that I would do the right thing and make things easier for you. I made you feel stupid at times. I always wondered why you liked me. I never understood that. But I guess I was able to find the answer to the question I had always wanted to know. You liked me for who I am. I was the one that was there for you whenever you were down. I was there for you when you weren't in a wrestling match. I was there when you won your first WWE championship. But I sometimes felt like I would get in the way. I don't want to make this any harder than it needs to be. I don't want to get in the way of your dream and what you're doing so that is why I am doing this in the best of interest. I am going to let you be. I want to make things easier for the both of us, not just you. But always remember that I love you. Always.
(Y/N)
I'm always re-reading the letter that she had left me a while back. It kinda lets me know that she is still in my heart at least. She may not be in my life but she is in my heart and that is one good thing about it, I guess.
I was heartbroken when I woke up to find the note. I thought everything was fine but I guess it wasn't fine for her.
I always think about her when I am alone in my hotel room.
I wanna text her and see how she feels. But would that be too pushy??
No, it can't be. It's been a month or two since we last talked and we've been open minded on what we needed to do. I kept it secret of course because nobody needs to know what is going on. It's no one's business.
Maybe one text won't hurt.
I took my phone out of my pocket and held it in my hands. I was starring at it.
Maybe this was a bad idea, I thought.
"Come on, Dean. You can do this." The little voice inside my head said.
