You're Insecure (Pregnancy Series)

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*Your P.O.V*

So today Dean is wanting to take me on a date. Which I thought was really sweet of him. We haven't been able to go on a date because of the fact that I was pregnant and he was doing work. Dean is almost close to be taking time off so that he can watch me and we can get ready to have our baby girl born, which I know he was excited about.

So I was currently in the bathroom. I was just finishing my hair. I just decided to have a little bit of curls in my hair. I hardly even do my hair anymore. 

All the time I just wake up in the morning and put my hair up in a messy bun. I never cared about what my hair looked like. Today I just decided to change it a little bit so a couple of curls.

Dean was downstairs already ready. He tends to get ready early and I don't know why.

When I was done with my hair I did my makeup. I just decided to do it light because I know that Dean doesn't like it when I use a lot of makeup. He would rather prefer me to not wear any. But we did make a compromise where I can wear a little.

I did the eyeliner, mascera, a little eye shadow and then lip gloss. I wasn't in the mood to have lipstick on.

I looked at myself in the mirror. I liked how I looked so far and now it was time for the clothes.

The past couple of months I had just been wearing Dean's clothes and he hasn't been complaining. His shirts were so much bigger than mine so I was more comfortable in his stuff than mine.

I looked in my closet and just couldn't decided what I wanted to wear. I didn't want to wear a dress because it was kinda cold outside. It's that sweater weather season.

Should I just wear a sweater? I shrugged and grabbed a white sweater. It was one of my favorites.

So I took off the shirt that I was wearing and yeah it was Dean's. I then put the sweater on. I looked at myself in the mirror and immediately frowned.

I didn't like how I looked.

I looked fat.

How is Dean still with me? I look gross.

I then started to tear up. I just look fat and I wasn't happy with my appearance. I just let the tears fall. I didn't like it.

That was until I heard footsteps coming and that was when Dean came in.

"Babe, are you-" he stopped in mid sentence.

"What's wrong?" he asked coming over to me.

I just shook my head. I didn't want to tell him. He may agree with me. Why am I saying this?

"Please tell me what is wrong? I hate seeing you cry" he said hugging me.

"I look fat" I said and he just looked at me. He was shocked to know that I was saying that. I never ever said that to him ever while we were dating.

"Why are you saying that?" he asked.

"Cause I just do. When I looked in the mirror I didn't like my appearance" I said.

"Babe, remember that you are pregnant with a baby inside of you. You are not fat. You are so beautiful. I still think you are the most beautiful woman ever and I am glad that I had laid eyes on you. You still look great. I think you look great in this sweater and I think you should wear it. I love every piece of you and I am never going to stop. You are everything" he said kissing my forehead.

That made me feel a little better.

"So I am not fat?" I asked. He shook his head.

"You still look beautiful. So now continue to get ready and just come downstairs when you are done. Alright?" He asked.

I nodded. He then kissed my lips and then left the room.

I can't even believe that I even decided to say that. I always knew that Dean had a way to making me feel beautiful in any kind of way. I am thankful for him. I am glad that he is my husband.

I then put the rest of my clothes on. When I looked back in the mirror I actually did have a smile on my face.

It was only because of the words that Dean said.

He's amazing and I know that he is going to make an amazing father.

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You're insecure, don't know what for your turning heads when you walk through the door, don't need makeup to cover up being the way that you are is enough. Okay sorry for the One Direction song in the beginning. Okay so here is the other imagine that I said that I would give to you guys. This is the 'I'm thankful for you guys' thanksgiving imagine present that I decided to give to you guys. 

You guys continue to wow me in any kind of way, I am being serious. I don't know how to thank you. You guys are amazing. I am thankful for all of you. I don't know where I would be without you guys. 

Okay so four more imagines to go and then this series is done. Who is excited for the Walking Dead series?

Who's ready to see what (Y/N) goes through with not only her group, but with Dean as well. This is gonna be fun.

Tell me what are you most excited for about that series. 

So vote, read and tell your friends and stay tuned for the next imagine.!!!

Also Happy early Thanksgiving!!!

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