A/n i edited this COMMITED
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KeithP.O.V:
La..n..ce I say.
I had no idea he felt this way. I feel bad now. All those times he tried to say something we just... we just shut him out. We acted as if he wasn't apart of the team. We treated him like he was a nobody like ... like a piece of trash. I run off to tell the others.
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LanceP.O.V:
I just couldn't take it no more. Now that I was freaking out about it he finally listens. I get a notepad and a pen and start to write my suicide note. The only thought that came to my mind right before I shot the gun into my head was " this is what they wanted right?"
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KeithsP.O.V:
"Can u believe how selfish Lance was by just walking out and not saying nothing" "I can't believe he would just walk in and not help at all" "should we resign him off the team" "no we can't he the only one we have left to pilot" "he clearly doesn't want to be on the team" is all I hear them saying when I walk in. "Guys" I whisper "guys" I say a little bit louder. "What Keith?" Is what they reply with "well Lance isn't selfish first of all" is what I say. "yes he is" is what they reply with. "No he's not because when he does try to help we all just tell him to shut up or leave or go away" "we never actually try to listen to Lance and I think he is getting sick and tired of trying to prove he's on the team too!"
They all realize what they do to Lance everyday and they feel ashamed. "You don't think he will commite suicide will he?"
"Nah our Lance would never" and right at that moment is when our lives change forever. You can hear a single gunshot. We knew that right at that moment we drove a paladin , our friend , our family to suicide. To suicide. We all found him on the floor of his bedroom that night with a sad look on his face , not terror , not relief , just sadness. And right there with just that one look you can see all he's been through. There was a note on the dresser and when we all read it we were all in a pile of tears.
Dear fellow paladins (and Coran),
If you are reading this i have commited suicide. Im sorry but i couldnt take it anymore.
Keith, if you are reading this i always had hope that you were nice somewhere in that stone cold heart but I was mistaken. I always will love you whether the feeling is mutual or not. Love Lance.
Pidge, if you are reading this you are just like a sister to me. When you were there i felt as if you were my baby sister back on earth. Love Lance.
Shiro, if you are reading this you were always my leader and hero. I always looked up to you. I never knew someone could be so harsh but , you were just doing your job. Love , Lance.
Allura, if you are reading this I would like to say thank you for not giving up no matter how awful of a paladin I was. Love, Lance.
Dear Coran, you were like the awesome uncle that is always there for me. You were always there for me no matter what and I would like to thank you for that. Love, Lance.
Last but not least, Hunk. You were my best buddy, my bro, but we stopped hanging out since Voltron was wearing you out. I want you to give the news to my family that I commited suicide. Just don't tell them it was a suicide. Make up a cool story like I died saving all of you or I died with a little girl in my arms that I saved or something like that. Also tell them that I love them dearly. Love Lance.
I will miss you all. Love, Lance ( p.s ) don't flip out ok because this is what you guys wanted after all, right?
