Jonah

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Today was the a really bad day for me , i found out that my parents were getting a divorce , i had woken up with terrible flue , i also found out that my  best friend was moving to Italy and to make things worse i had an awful fight  with  my boyfriend, probably ex boyfriend now, Jonah because he was leaving for Tour for six months and didn't even bother on telling me .

I was currently laying on my bed surrounded by boxes of tissues , chocolate boxes and used tissues , while i cried my eyes out . 

My day would have been better if y/f/n was here to cheer me up and make me forget about my parents divorce , but shes now on a flight to another continent . Jonah would have made me forget about everything by having a movie marathon , cuddling etc  but he hates me and he is on his tour bus going  from LA all the way to Nebraska.

Just thinking about Jonah reminded me of the fight.

FLASH BACK

I was walking hand in hand with him laughing at something he said . we were walking to his house from the park and when we got there I saw that in his leaving room there were three suit cases.

¨Are your parents going on a trip?¨I asked as we both sat down on a couch to cuddle and watch TV

¨No , im going on tour for six months ,i leave tonight¨he said while changing the channel

as i heard that i separated from his embrace and stood up from the couch

¨You're going on tour for six freaking months !?¨i asked staring at him in disbelief

¨Yeah , now come sit over here ¨he said patting a spot  on the couch next to him

¨Are you freaking serious?¨i said getting mad

¨Gosh y/n , you're  making a big deal out of this ¨ he said with a certain tone of annoyance in his voice

¨IM NOT MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF THIS JONAH! WERE YOU EVEN THINKING OF TELLING ME YOU WERE LEAVING!?¨i yelled infuriated by how calm he was

¨YES!¨He said

¨WHEN ? RIGHT AFTER STANDING ME UP FOR PROM OR MISSING MY BIRTHDAY!?¨I yelled angrily

¨WHY DO YOU HAVE TO KNOW ?¨He asked standing up from the couch angrily

¨IM YOUR GIRLFRIEND!¨I yelled

¨YEAH A VERY CLINGY ONE¨He said rolling his eyes

as soon as he said that my heart broke

¨You dont mean that , do you ?¨i said softly with my voice breaking while tears ran down my  cheek

¨YES I DO! YOU'RE CLINGY , ANNOYING , A BITCH SINCE YOU DONT APPRECIATE EVERYTHING THAT I DO FOR YOU AND  A SLUT  SINCE YOU PROBABLY HAVE LIKE TEN OTHER GUYS, I MEAN IT ALL!¨He yelled his face getting red

By now i was destroyed , it was like someone stabbed me and then twisted the knife

¨ Have a nice life¨i said turning around and leaving his house , walking all the way to mine under the rain

END OF FLASH BACK

just the thought of what happened made me cry  ten times worse

i missed Jonah , even though he said all those things i missed him and believe it or not i still loved him

FOUR MONTHS LATER

Its been four months since i last saw Jonah , I've been doing a little better but it still hurts at times. I've seen him on social media with a new  girl apparently her name is Ashley , so he moved on . two years must have meant nothing to him 

I was currently getting dressed for prom  it was a soft pink sleeveless mermaid dress  , My hair was curled , my make up was a natural look and my heels were black.

After i got ready i went to the school . At the beginning it was kind of boring  because i didn't have a date  but the night got better , i danced with my friends and overall i enjoyed myself . I won  prom queen and the captain of the lacrosse team won prom king .

in conclusion it was a great night ,   although it would have been better if Jonah was here but he is over me and i should get over him too.

Two months  have passed since prom at it was my birthday and to be honest i just wanted to lay around all day and do nothing but my mom made me go out with a couple of friends.

we  went to the beach and spent the whole day there , when it began to get dark we went back to my house where my mom had a red velvet cake awaiting i blew out the candles and two hours later everyone was gone.

I was up in my room brushing my hair , i made braid and got a sweater and my shoes on , i silently tiptoed out of the house and walked to the park Jonah and i had gone before the fight.

Once i got there i sat under a big old tree , where Jonah and i carved 'JONAH + Y/N FOREVER'

i traced my finger over the writing as tears ran down my face .

I lay down on the grass and watched  the stars  ,i stayed  like this for hours until i heard a guitar playing .

i instantly stood up and saw someone in one of the benches playing the guitar.

As i got closer to the person i instantly realized who it was , he was singing  'This town" by Niall Horan

¨Jonah ?¨i asked as soon as the words left my mouth he turned around shocked

¨Y/N¨He said softly , it was kind of awkward for a while since  the last time we saw each other it didn't go too well 

¨You're back from tour ¨i said

¨Yeah , i got back today¨he said putting his guitar in his case

¨Cool¨i said

¨Look , y/n i just want you to know that¨he started but i cut him off

¨That you moved on and have a girlfriend , i know¨i said in a sad tone

¨actually no ,  i would never get over as amazing as you , i thought that Ashley could help me get you are out my head but , i now know that its impossible , you're on my mind 24/7  , you're a permanent tattoo on my brain  and im truly madly deeply in love with you . I regret everything i said to you that day , i didn't mean them  , i regret not running after you. and you were right , i should have  told you about the tour . im  also really sorry for not being there with you when you needed me after your parents got divorced or y/f/n moved away . Jack told me everything . im really sorry that i broke your heart , im sorry for making you cry , im sorry  to have disappointed you , im truly sorry¨ He said with tears running down his face and i knew that i was crying too

¨I love you so freaking much Jonah¨i said hugging him and he hugged back

¨I love you more¨he said as we parted from the hug just then he leaned down to  kissed me and it felt like magic . I missed his kisses like hell .

when we broke the kiss we kept our foreheads together  and he wiped the tears with his thumb

then rested his head on top of mine as we hugged

¨By the way Happy birthday ¨ he said looking at me with a cheesy smile

he searched for something in his pocket and then a little red box came out

¨Its a necklace , with the letter J on it ¨he said taking the jewelry out and placing it around my neck .

when he was done he left a kiss on my shoulder  then kissed my neck , my cheek and then turned me around and kissed my nose , my forehead and finally my lips

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