**SEQUEL TO BEAST MODE**
"I don't care if the world is against us"
"I love you and I know why you complete me"
SONGS FOR BOOK: ELLIE GOULDING - ARMY
RACHEL PATTERN -STAND BY YOU
Brock and McKenzie are madly...
Because of what happened last week with Brock at Payback I haven't been scheduled on TV for last week or this week.
I had to make up for it with several interviews but luckily I only had a photoshoot for the day then I could fly out for the weekend.
When Paul told me I could fly home, I was so happy about it as I hated that my last night with Brock had been me being so emotional.
"Baby..." Brock whispered as he had gone to get Beast from outside and I was currently lying in bed staring at the ceiling.
I felt the bed sink and his arm drape over me as the room was dark. He kissed my cheek and I knew he felt it as I saw him reach for the lamp.
He frowned but didn't say anything as he just sat up a bit and pulled me into his chest drowning out my sobs.
He told me to rethink it that same night but I knew I did the right thing.
I felt him kiss the top of my head before holding me even tighter.
Even though I had missed several Mother's Days with my mom this time it hurt the most because of what I had said to them that day.
To her most importantly as well yeah she hadn't been the best but she tried. My dad could just be a lot to deal with and she chose him as a priority over her kids and went according to all his decisions even when he wasn't right.
I tried acting like I was fine but of course my Beast knew me too well without me having to explain .
He hadn't contacted me all week but I guess it was taking its toll, us having to speak on the phone.
We had never been one of those couples so why would we be now? So I didn't stress about it too much.
All the flying back and forth was tiring but I missed him so much so I made sure I could see him at least once a week.
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"That's it... Great McKenzie !" I smiled and thanked the photographer before heading to my advocate.
"What time is my flight?" I asked as soon as I reached Paul and he checked the time while walking alongside me.
"We can go right now?" Paul smiled.
"Yes!" I blurted out causing him to chuckle as we entered a dressing room.
I threw on my sweats and headed out only to be met by the man I had been avoiding like the plague ever since Payback.
Cover photo.
"Stacy, wait please!"
I walked on with Paul by my side.
"Stacy? McKenzie not your real name?" He frowned as I realized he was the only one in my little family left out of the loop.
