5 seconds of summer BSM

Nerd | Calum

Terrelle | 15 years old

Slowly I pushed my glasses from the edge of my nose closer to my eyes. I continued to read the book that laid in front of me. Yes this wasn't the most glamourous way to spend lunch. Sat in the back of the library holding onto a peanut butter sandwich in one hand and a book in the other. But it was the safest place to be. Now this is the point where most assume "she's bullied by someone at school"
Now that is true but it's not just at school and it's not just one person.
I get bullied  at home as well as school and this one one person was Calum. My brother.
It had been going on for months and I had just found a way to deal with it. It was hard but I managed.
The final bell rang and I got up from my chair and walked toward my lesson. The book I had pressed against my chest as I walked.
I was close to my English class when I heard him. "Oh if it isn't the nerd" he shouted. I continued to walk towards my class, but my efforts were pointless. I felt his hand press me against the wall. "Don't you walk away from me" he said against my face. "I-im sorry" I stuttered. "Your so weak nerd" he spat.
"Please stop Calum" I reply. "Your my brother" I continue.
His knuckles begin to turn white "I'm not that. I will never be that" he said Walking away.

I went straight to my English class the pain and sadness still wracking my head. I knew Calum didn't like me but I didn't think he was ashamed of being my brother.

When it was finally time to go home. I began my journey,walking towards my house. However throughout the whole journey I was listening to a conversation behind me.
"He's being a dïck to her and it's just not right" the first voice said.
"I know I mean he is her brother but he treats her like rubbish (or trash) all the time" the second voice said.
"We really need to talk to him about it" the third voice said.
As I turned the corner I looked behind me to see the familiar faces of Ashton,Michael and Luke.
I had only met them once because Calum didn't want me around with them but they were really nice.
However, I wasn't aware that they cared about how Calum treated me. Maybe they would help him stop.

After finally getting home and completing my homework. I saw that it was still quite light out so that meant I could have a chill night and finish my book. However, my plans were ruined immediately when I heard the front door open. I knew it wasn't my mum, she was on a business trip.
I looked up to see my brother. He looked very angry and his fists were by his side.
"What have you said to them?" He shouted,causing me to flinch.
"To who? Calum I don't know what your talking about" I said.
"Don't lie to me nerd. What have you said?" He shouted.
"Cal I really don't know" I said.
"Well my friends are now trying to convince me that I should stop bulling you" he said.
It was at this point that I saw Calum's face change. All the anger and pain had dropped and a look of sadness was there.
"I bully you" he said. I looked to the ground. I didn't know what to do.
I heard him step closer and I looked up. He raised his hand so I flinched.
Shock fell on his face.
"I wasn't going to hit you. I wanted a hug" he said.
"Well cal how do you expect me to react" I said.
"I know I was an idiot. I shouldn't have treated you like I did. I am your brother" he said.
Tears fell for my eyes and I wrapped my arms around him.
"I'm so sorry" he said.
"Thank you" I replied.

A/n
Another personal for odairsmockingjay
I hope you enjoyed and that it wasn't too sad.