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Who are you now | Michael

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This part may be triggering to some, it includes bullying and some things people may find triggering. I had the idea and really wanted to write it. If you don't enjoy it please let me know because I'm really worried about the idea. This isn't meant to make fun of anyone it's a way to show what some people face on a day to day basis

(Age 14)

Don't, don't, don't wake me up

'Cause I hate who I am today

She hated herself. She looked at her reflection and saw a demon, she saw a being who did not want to be. She wanted to change herself to the point where was a different person. The names she was constantly called did not help her self-esteem that was already at a low. She heard the names "loser"deformed" and "ugly" every single day. They thought hat their words were harmless that she was a different kind who did not experience the pain like most 'normal people' But she heard those words; she heard those words louder than her own thoughts to the point where a dark cloud of having covered a once bright path. She wanted to scream out "help me' to anyone who would listen but she was afraid, afraid they would shun her away like the rest because she was different.

She had woken up like any morning. Annoyed,scared and filled with hateful comments about her reflection. She got ready, dressed in her school uniform that was meant to prevent her from being singled out. She then started her day at 'school' or as she referred to it 'hell'

The day started off okay for her at first no balls made of paper were thrown at her head, not hateful abuse hurled at her during the break,but then lunchtime hit. Lunchtime a time when she would sit alone at her own table hid behind a book slowly eating her food. However, this lunch time was different. She had sat down at her normal table and began to read her book. Unfortunately, during this time she heard the voice of one boy shout 'food fight,' this voice terrified her. She tried to run tried not to get hit by any part of the students meals but before she could stand mountains of food had been thrown directly at her. She looked up to see that no one else was covered with food, only her. They had planned it, they had planned for everyone to hurt her. "Look at Y/N she looks terrible!" one voice shouted and laughed filled the cafeteria. "She looks more like a monster than she did before!' another voice exclaimed. Tears filled her eyes and she ran towards the door.

The next day the girl woke up but she did not move from the warmth and safety of her bed. She covered her face with the blanket and tried to hide. As she laid there she heard the voice of her brother "Sweetie come on it's time to get ready for school you might be late" he said. "I'm not going" she replied. She heard his footsteps get closer and she saw her blanket rise and the face of her brother. "Are you sick?" he questioned. She nodded her head thinking that the lie would work. He placed his hand softly on her forehead, "You haven't got a temperature, why don't you REALLY want to go?" He asked. It was at this point the tears fell from her eyes, "Because I'm a monster" she cried out. His face fell, "Honey, of course, you not what would make you say that?" he asked, hating the fact that his very own sister saw herself this way. "At school they tell me every day, they tell that I'm deformed, that I am not normal!" she cried out. Shock filled hem along with anger. 'Sweetheart you are not deformed, you're not a monster. You may have down syndrome but that does not make you any different to them. Whatever they tell you, whatever they believe is their opinion but it should not change yours. They don't see the world lie they should. You can skip school today but tomorrow I am going to that school with you and you're going to tell them everything," he said. She nodded wrapping her arms around her brother. "Thank you, Mikey, thank you so much," she said.

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