Catalyst (probably not going to update anymore, don't watch the show anymore)

Chapter 39

Forty-five days later

I stared at the bathroom door from my side of the bed, and I was alone—absolutely alone. I haven't moved from the bedroom since I came home from the hospital.

I miss you...

Eobard, please...please come back. I love you. I want to go with you—please.

Sometimes, when I wake up in the morning and when Barry is cuddled up against me, I think it's you...I hope it's you...I wish it were you...

I love you. You were right, because I always loved you.

Deep, deep, deep down, I know that you are my soulmate.

I wonder what it would be like if I went back to your time with you. Would people think I was actually who I am or would they just think I look like her? What would our house look like? What would it be like waking up in a world where nothing bad happens with the person I love?

"Finn," Barry asked quietly from the door still in his Flash suit, "Are you hungry, baby?"

I shook my head since I didn't have the energy to respond, and Barry sat down next to me—he knew that loved his arch enemy, and that hurt him.

"Honey," Barry cooed, "You need to eat. You're getting too skinny."

Tears ran down my nose as I silently cried, and Barry quickly changed into his pajamas.

Barry's face became stone as he saw the never ending tears streaming down my face, and he said softly, "Finn, please tell me what I can do to make you feel better."

He lay down behind me in bed so he could be the big spoon, and I whispered, "Just be quiet and rest." I rolled over to face Barry, and I told him, "Lie down in your back."

He did what I told him to do, and I rested my head onto Barry's chest with my thin hand holding his shoulder.

I closed my eyes, and then I began to lie to myself to feel better.

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I was lying in bed with Eobard, in the same position I was in now, but we weren't in my house; we were in a high tech bedroom in 2191—well, actually it was a year later.

We're both exhausted from having to work a day, and the only thing we want more in life is cuddles from each other.

He rolled over to face me, and I smiled at his cute face. "What?" I laughed.

"You look ungodly gorgeous right now," Eobard smirked.

"Stop," I blushed, "I bet there have been prettier women than me in history."

He smirked, "Gideon, who is the most beautiful person in the world?"

Projected on the wall, there was a silly picture of me Eobard had taken, and Gideon replied to his question, "Dr. Finn Thawne is the most beautiful person in the world."

"How long did it take you to convince her to say that?" I giggled.

Eobard cupped the side of my cheek, "Longer than I'm willing to admit," He laughed, and then there was a long pause of peaceful silence. His blue eyes gazed into my brown eyes. "I love you," Eobard said quietly.

"I love you too, honey," I smiled, and then I asked, "Gideon, can you play our wedding video right before the part when Eobard trips?"

Then, projected on our wall, was the 3-D video of our wedding earlier this year, and we were walking down the aisle when Eobard tripped over his own feet and fell onto his face.

He chuckled, "I don't think that will ever be not funny."

I smiled sliding my hand into his slowly, and there was sweet silence. "You know how we've been trying lately?" I smiled shyly.

"Yeah, what about it?" Eobard replied.

I said softly with a small grin on my face, "I went to the doctor today for a checkup since I was sick last week, and she told me that I'm pregnant."

"Really?" He smiled as wide as humanly possible.

I grinned at Eobard's joy, and I nodded my head, "It's a little girl."

Eobard repeated, "A little girl."

"You get to be a dad to a beautiful little girl," My emotions went a bit out of whack, so I started crying at my husband's pure joy.

He gently hugged me to his chest, and he softly whispered as he pressed his lips against the top of my head, "I love both of you."

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Hey guys! I recently went to my school's winter formal, and I was wondering if you wanted to see some pictures.

(ps. my date looks exactly like Harrison Wells/Eobard Thawne/Tom Cavanagh)