Rants and Life Updates 2

Tests

Tomorrow, I have to take the safety test in woodshop.

In order to actually start making things, y'know?

Yeah, well, if I don't get a 100% on this test.

I have to retake it.

50 questions total.

Even if I get a 49/50

I have to retake it.

And I'm completely understanding about it.

Because safety is really important in woodshop, a place where you are using machines that could easily cut one of your limbs off.

I've been told a lot of people usually don't get it it completely right on their first try, but I'd still prefer to get it done and over with so I can start building things.

Half of me is like, "I can do this. This is easy" but the other half is like "LOL YOU'RE GONNA FAIL AND HAVE TO REWATCH VIDEOS SO YOU CAN RETAKE IT."

One of my main reasons for stressing out.

Reason #2 is because I have a Spanish test on Tuesday.

That involves speaking.

Fun...

Like, I understand Spanish, I have good grades, but I just don't like speaking. 

I have a fear I'll get it wrong. Even though we learn from our mistakes, and my teacher would rather have us be wrong than not answering at all.

Sometimes I can't even speak English very well without messing words up, you expect me to speak in another language that I've only been learning for less than a year?

I understand it, I have nice grades, why do you make me speak it?

WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT PARTICIPATION GRADES IN MY LAST BOOK?!

HUH

okay

im done