Sorry guys, but I may be deleting this book. It's just the fact that I'm scared to yet my art taken away from me.... I know that's stupid... But still... Oh! And I got tripped in Gym today! I have a rug burn on my elbow, a bruise on my knee, and a BIG A$$ bruise on my side! I'll post a picture later... To lazy... Might be up all night, due to the fact of my thoughts and due to the fact I had a cat nap for two and a half hours... Yeah... So I'd be free to rp with and such maybe! Also.. I wanted to say... Thanks for trying to help me guys and girls... I appreciate it, I really do. I just get my emotions all jumbled up so... I currently think you all are lying... So, for that, I'm getting help for it! Im... Going to a doctor, since I think it's time I talk about my problems... I thought about this because... My friends... My family... My crush... I currently am about to loose a friend, and i almost lost my step-father. But anyways, the reason I thought about it, to talk to a doctor, is because... I snapped two nights ago... I had siccors in my hand, I was just currently cutting out a picture!!... Then... I dont know what honestly happened... I stopped about half way, and I opened up the siccors... I put the blade to my wrist... I pressed down hard, and I wanted to cut!! I did!! But... I just... Pulled them away, and went back to cutting the paper... That's when I realized... I needed to talk to someone... I guess... I was so blind this whole time that I... Finally now realized it. I just hope it goes well... I already had an emotional break down at school, twice, I dont need anymore Xd...
