I'm SORRY I cant help it.
I'm SORRY I feel like this.
I'm SORRY you dont like how I talk about myself.
I'm SORRY I hate myself.
Im SORRY I want to honestly die.
Im SORRY you ever met me.
Im SORRY for hurting you all...
Im SORRY I couldn't be strong for you.
I'm SORRY I'm "resisting".
And I'm SORRY for existing.
I'm sorry... But that doesnt matter now... Does it...?...
...Maybe... This is my life now...?
My purpose...?
To hurt..
To take in the pain.
To later on kill myself...
...
I wanna die. I really do.
But since I have family and... "Friends" that would "care"...
Eh... Fuck it.
Honestly, I dont care. They dont care for me now, but Oh! They would SURELY CARE for me if I was dead or hurting!!
Hm... Probably not..
And I currently got a message..
Saying someone sent them the link to the last page...?
...Why?
They arent a therapist. THEY CANT HELP.
