Seven Deadly Sins

A Note From Jhope

To Her,

I have always wanted a sister and that became true when you came. You were lost in your own world when you came to me as I was found by my brothers. I thought I could help you find yourself too and you did.

You were my most prized possesion in this world. I always cherish and adore you, I wanted the best for you all the time. But everything changed when you made me see that you are not a thing to own. I do not own you. I do not own my most prized possession. And I do not own my sister by heart. You made me see it and it angered me.

And I regretted it. I regret that I got angry with you. I shouldn't have. I should have stick with you until the end and protected you until the end. But everything was a mess, I know how Jimin likes you secretly and how Jungkook plans to get you. I knew it form the start, even Taehyung's lust for you. But you never did listen to me. Like always.

You always get what you want and it annoyed me because just for once, cant you just listen to me? I had knew my brothers before I knew you, I know them all too well but you just wont listen.

And I guess I were to blame for everything. I should've stopped you. I should've stopped them. I shouldn't have my pride got in the way. But you see, a lot of people are hurting of what you did. My heart sympathize Jimin. I saw how he fell for you, how he wondered about and how he loves you. Jimin was hurting and nobody knew.

And I had to give that to him. I cant tolerate your doings if I know that you are hurting me and Jimin. Why do you keep on hurting us? Why do you keep choosing Jungkook?

I guess I would never know. The night I knew what happened to you, I lost it. I lost everything. I dont know the meaning of life anymore. You were gone. I dont know what to do anymore. Everything lost its color. Every life just didn't matter.

I ended up being sent to the asylum. But I wont tell them what happened. Not for 3 weeks. And they saw me. They saw how my world was falling apart. That's when they started giving me the medicines. And I couldn't.

I couldn't remember anything. I can't remember anything about you. I cant remember my everything. But I had to keep going even if I had lost you and my memories.

I still wondered what could've happened if only I did my best to take you away from them. But I guess life wont give me that chance anymore.

-Hoseok.